And this is where my heart is cold and torn

2007-10-07T04:16:00.000-07:00

GOODBYE BLOG.

I shall leave you here where all my little memories in the past 3 years lies. But I'm not coming back. Don't bother to tag already!

I'm somewhere new.

http://xanga.com/runthetides

See you there!

2007-09-05T19:25:00.000-07:00

BFA Theory is over!

:/
Apparently the test was much harder than I expected. I forgotten it was set by the HQ instead of our maams. You know, our usual papers were like on minicomp fa case stuffs. But the HQ test.. questions you may never even study for.

So I predict I will do quite badly this time. Just hope that I'll pass. )))):

K after the paper went to eat w the guys. First time I managed to eat w pung in macdonalds! Hahah the way she oogles at her mini fillet-o-fish is damn amusing. "How come so small one??????" Heheheheh. :D

Then suddenly, everyone started taking unglam candid shots of each other. I can create a photo album for pung man! All her unglam shots :O

Then melody aikching and kristel went to my house. We were doing on the contingent presents (that we bought long ago but no action taken till now) and then we gave up. Played games! :D Stone of anamara isn't really scary.. probably cause of the walkthrough. Heh. Spongebob squarepants krabby quest is damn exciting lah omg! We kept screaming until my sister couldn't take it :/ And the detective game which we squint like mad to spot some dumb objects. And many more! :D

Spongebob game is damn fun. But only left 6mins trial D: Ah too poor cannot buy ):

P.S. I found the original spongebob game I wanted! Will download sooooon!!!!!!!!

2007-09-04T23:51:00.000-07:00

Burn all the muffins and the cookies ((((((:

Whooooo~ (imitating Hundred Acre Wood Tigger's whoop oj joy)
:D

Today was supersuper fun baking at michelle's house w the group plus melissa and siewcheng. Hahaha! Met as earrrrly as 930 at amk and shopped around for the ingredients. Melissa and siewcheng finished much earlier than us. We had thousands of stuffs not bought and they were so hard to find! The NTUC at amk didn't sell pie crust and the other stuffs so peizhen and I went to Cold Storage (Yishun) while the rest go to michelle's house first.

It was damn tiring okay. THEY DIDN'T SELL PIE CRUST AT YISHUN! D: So, ~~michelle forced us to~~ we called the one at United Square to see if they had anymore stock. There's stock there so we mrt-ed alllllll the way to Novena! Found the damn pie crust which was just lying on the shelf which we passed so many times! Was feeling really hungry and almost died :/ Then headed to michelle's house.

Her-house-is-super-big-and-is-award-winning-for-its-design-okay. OMG! Her fridges are like filled w food and there's even a fridge especially for wine :O Not forgetting the whole row of bowls and plates just for guests. And she live super near toh wenjing's!!!! Okay so the entire kitchen table was filled w all the ingredients.

Melissa's donuts were.. ERR. So they changed the receipe into cookies! And their crepe which was quite tasting (: Our muffins! It was damn good haha! And the spinach mushroom quishe. :D Apparently I bought the more expensive western mushrooms instead of the normal priced packetted ones :/

Spent damn long baking and cooking. Their cookies tasted almost like our muffins lah. Except that ours is softer and bigger. It's damn funny cause their cookie kinda looks like the mini sized of our muffins. We can lie to stellasu that their cookies are our first failed attempts and our muffins are theirs!
*Wanted to add a photo of both together but I dont have it :/ Shall go ask from them.

Heehee. Baking was fun w them! Though we really invested alot of money in this exam. It's allllllllllot. Played around and played Sleeping Queen! My heart queen ))))):

K alright people I suddenly love home ec alot! :D

2007-09-04T08:57:00.000-07:00

Quiz!

Finally a quiz in years! Hahaha. Tagged by steady aka melody! :D

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. A red laptop!
2. iPod )))):
3. Nintendo DS lite (got influenced by my sister)
4. More clothes, shoes, bags everything!
5. Better grades, of course ):

Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tagged you is?
Melody Tai Kwan Yi! :D

2. Your relationship with her is?
STEADY! Squadmates, pillar of support!

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
1. High class :D
2. Sweet smiling!
3. Elegant
4. Niceeeee (:
5. Smart :D

4. The most memorable thing she has done for you?
Sacrifice her time to teach me homework, giving me my birthday present at the end of the day, teach me lots of stuff, and STEADY-ING! :D

5. The most memorable words she has said to you?
Aishiteru (:

6. If she becomes your lover, you will?
We ALREADY are.

7. If she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be?
Give in to me :DDDDD (I'm rather demanding in some ways.)

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
Dao her. D:

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
Umm. When we have nothing more else to talk about and start ignoring each other?

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
Gossip sessions at macs and then walk the looooong way back to the mrt like how we used to (:

11. Your overall impression of her is?
A very lovely girl (:

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
That I'm qian bian. :/

13. The character you love of yourself is?
Optimistic?

14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Quite a number to name of..

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Always cheerful.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
I LOVE YOU WO AI NI!!!!!!!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. Melody
2. Kristel
3. Aikching
4. Jiahui
5. Natalie
6. Tracy
7. Cheryl
8. Toh
9. Peizhen
10. Priscilla

(LOL. Can't really think of anyone haha. Most of them w blogs w the exception of.. JIAHUI! Haha.)

Who is no.6 having relationship with?
[Tracy] Haha. Uncountable.. taiwan guys. But she's the most devoted to me of course! :D

Is no.9 a male or female?
[Peizhen] She has got boobs and a butt. Guess? (:

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
[Cheryl and priscilla] LOL. Cheryl would probably die of priscilla's insanity..

How about no.8 and 5?
[Toh and natalie] Nononono. Both are mine. SOLEY MINE. (:

What is no.2 studying about?
Probably the fa manual. Cause there's bfa tomorrow dodo!

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Ummm. On AGI.

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
[Toh] Quite a wide range. From bitchy popstars to cute boybands. Haha.

Does no.1 has any siblings ?
[Melody] Yeah. HER BROTHER! Who is always sleeping when I'm around.

Will you woo no.3?
[Aikching] Baby! She's mine already too bad hoohaahoohaa.

How about no.7?
[Cheryl] Lol! She is already having wild dreams about the HCI guy who was shown on the cover page of xin qi wu zhou bao..

Is no.4 single?
[Jiahui] Eh what you think. I'm her girlfriend leh!

What’s the surname of no.5?
CHUNG! Like I used to tease her, NATALIE CHUNG SITTING!

What’s the name of no.10?
[Priscilla] Ho sheng ai! :D

What’s the hobby of no.4?
Drinking her beloved almond milk tea. Eeeeeeeeee.

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
[Natalie and priscilla] I doubt they know each other .__.

Where is no.2 studying at?
[Kristel] The COOL COOL SN that allows a school day out because of a dumb power failure (:

Talk something casually about no.1?
[Melody] Steady steady steady steady steady!

Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
[Toh] Yep. It didn't work. She is too irritating. ((((((: But I love her still. WENJJIIEEEEE!

Where does no.9 live at?
[Peizhen] School! Unfair ://///

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
[Melody and natalie] It's kinda obvious (:

Does no.7 like no.2?
[Cheryl and kristel] Nawwwww. Kristel is too irritating. Hahahah. K kidding cheryl is nice (:

How do you get to know no.2?
[Kristel] Sec one! Squadmates (:

Does no.1 have any pets?
Noooope. (:

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
[Cheryl] Ooooh naww I'm sexier :D Hahahah! (Alright.. I'm not. :/)

Anyone! I tag you and please do ((((((((:

2007-09-02T10:16:00.000-07:00

A hole in my boots!

Alright, today was AGI. Cabbed there w the guys. Stupid us, we paid more than the last rehearsal but alighted directly opposite the main entrance. It was raining :/ Not very good sign!

Yeah so march in and stood there. EEW. The soil became MUD cause of the downpour! EEEEWWWWW. Want to fidget also cannot, the boots are like sunken inside the mud. I was thinking maybe slowly I will be sucked into the mud. YUCK. Anyway, the whole parade was dirty, muddy, wet and short. It was supposed to be an hour but it ended after 30mins. Oh and I was very sleepy. *Yawns*

**The long forehead timer was being irritating again. Just like a monkey >:C

K so after that, went to j8 and dinnered at kfc. Cheese fries so ew now. Too much of it now. Chesse shmeeeeese wheeesh. Tey is gonna abstain from cheese for 1 month :O

At home, I had to clean my boots by myself! You know I took a loooooong time cause it was so disgustingly muddy. And guess what, I cut out the back of the sole of the boot (which was already on the verge of tearing out) and inside was all mud and track bits. YUCK. Hahah so both my boots have holes in the bottom now. Sorraye :/

YAY KOTO IS POSTPHONED AND BFA IS CANCELLED!
*Throws confetti into air*

:D

2007-08-31T23:03:00.000-07:00

Frivolous

So movie yesterday. Natalie and I were outnumbered greatly. Thank you very much for planning and deserting the mess to us man. Awkwardness. Btw, we watched RATTATOUVILLE! :D It was great! Hehehe so nice (: But I still wanna watch hairspray!

Toh says she'll probably leave for america in january. ))))))): Please change your mind and stay here. Don't go wenjjiieeeeeee ):
DON'T! x100000000000000000000000000

Hmmm alright actually I shouldn't be here. I should be studying for bfa/koto/EOYS. But. ): EOYS is a bother. HOW CAN I STUDY EVERYTHING. But my sept holidays is full-packed. So all the more I need to muggggggg. But, no? Extemely extremely sick of studying especially maths and science. WALAO. BUT BOTH ARE DOUBLE-WEIGHTAGED FOR STREAMING.

GO AND DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2007-08-30T08:44:00.000-07:00

End of term 3

Finally! Term 3 officially ended. This term is super super hectic and grades-deproving lah :/ And I got back my PPR! Umm, Not very good but I dont really care already. Most important is EOYS right! Yeah haha. But that means super mugging sessions for before term 4 starts. Errrrrrrrrrrrmm ://///

Anyway today during home econs was GOSSIPY :D Our side went to family longue instead to 'consult' stella su for our HOME EC EOYS ._______.
It's like we have to meet up and cook/bake food items that kinda thingy. Super waste of time. But I guess it's gonna be fun at michelle's house (:

We were totally crashing half of the family lounge by ~~illegally~~ buying food from the canteen and making NOISE (stells su had no control! ~~like always~~)
Then we consulted her and umm GOSSIPED :D Scandalous teachers relationships, boyfriends, boobs (HAHAHA). Dawn lim got a boyfriend leh! Can you believe it?!?!

Then we had a talk on SELF-HARM. Lol emo emo. The wrists are super gross lah. Who in the right mind will do that please :/ Remember, always be STEADY STEADY STEADY STEADY STEADY! :D

Uh so this week was kind of slack. They said ChngNaMui heard me say "Eh. ~~nabeh~~ come already!" LOLOLOLOLOL :O

Oh yes! SOMETHING COOL FOR YOU :D
NO SCHOOL TOMORROW BECAUSE OF A MASSIVE POWER FAILURE! :DDDD
It has been ages since something as cool as this happened man! WOOW. I was stunned when kristel called me telling me that. It's no joke okay! But I truly believe there will still be people who don't believe this and goes to school tomorrow. AW. Trust your classmates yo! :D

Abit tomorrow is teachers' day celebration and ACES day. Teachers' day celeb leh! Cancel :/ Though its boring but still. ANDAND PRELIMS! I bet the sec fours are damn happy lah! I am happy for them too :D

Movies tomorrow! Old pals old pals. (:

SN is cool. :D

2007-08-24T07:46:00.000-07:00

3!

Sup yo! (:

Was too lazy to blog about fireworks! Ah but it was damn beautiful. And I took many photos! Clickittttttttttttttt.

Okay minicomp groupings were finally out. It has been like 8 months after minicomp last year and now, IT SEEMS SO SOON!

NC3!
Brenda Lynette Yuhchyi Claudia (:

Hahah. I wonder how will this new group be. And what sparks will we create (hahaha!!). LOL. Anyway. I suddenly find 3 a nice number. But I still love 2 very much (:
Woah.. time passes really quickly. It seems not long ago that we've been introduced to minicomp and now we're leading the juniors. Scary~ :/

For now, eoys is TOP pirority. I shan't give a heck about my f9 maths and screwed physics paper today :/ I actually didnt know there are questions on the last page until the last 1 min. Wth. Stupid stupidity.

I LOVE PHYSICS.

2007-08-17T23:05:00.000-07:00

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs (:

Okay. My maid finally left. After.. 6 years? Wells, no matter what bad she did or how much we quarelled, I'll still feel as if I lost a companion to play scrabble/monopoly, talk, eat, spend time, quarell, and have fun with. But then again, even the best sunsets have to end. There will be misses and sadness I guess, but it'll be over soon.

And also, I'LL HAVE TO PACK MY BED, PACK MY CLOTHES, WASH MY UNDIES/SOCKS, WASH MY DISHES AND EVERYTHING PERSONAL BY MYSELF. AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!

In short, I'll be my own maid now. T.T

By the way, some overdue news. My phone was consfiscated by christina tan on tues and she didnt me allow to get back my sim card (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) But then somehow I got my sim card and am currently using a super user-unfriendly low cost phone. Okay fine it isn't that bad but it hasn't got any dictionary!!!!!! Wthhhhhhh >:C So now I type very slowly and reply very long. Dont blame me.

I'm getting back my phone on mon and I CANT WAIT.

2007-08-15T05:49:00.000-07:00

Ignite my mind

Gah! There's a bug at my friendster profile ):. I can see only the background even after deleting the stupid google html ad! Walaoooooo. Stupid virus. :>C Someone who knows what to do please save it.

Ah we finally took the connexio photo after dragging for weeks! Apparently today was the last day so that explains why (: A group of stupid idiotic illbred anonying primary side kids were like irriating us w their irrelevant presence and crap even though we kept silent.

"Ooooooooopzz we al-mos stepped on ya bagzzzzz. Harharharhar!"

She had a fucking badge on her pinafore okay. Some monitor man. We couldn't take it so we scolded them. Hmph.

Yesterday's mugging session was damn fruitful (: But today's test ended like... I hope I'll at least pass :/

Someone chop of my middle finger please.

2007-08-13T06:18:00.000-07:00

Boo

I wanna blog but aubreyleeeee deprives me the chance to ): Walaoooooo. Rarely I get this drive to post about my ~~interesting~~ life man.

Nevermind. I shall blog tomorrowwww. (:

p/s. Oh! Sophia! Thanks for the letters :D It was sweet of you (: Btw I'm only sec 2 so I can't take Os w you lol. Unless you wanna wait 1 year for me? :P

p/s/s. AH damn it I miss gym. People who has got connections of NCC or NCC people please help me find ~~gum~~GYM please thankyou. You'll be rewarded w a kissykissy from the loveliest :D

2007-08-12T03:17:00.000-07:00

:D

Okay I just watched the NDP repeat show. The parade and ceremony!!!!! The casing was super cool lah haha! I SAW JIAHUI'S EYECANDY :D It was damn obvious since he appeared so many times. Our nee soon training days! :D I saw boonyi and huimiao and kelvinson sir! During the march in, I saw MYSELF! Hahah coolio man, but it was just a flash. I saw boonyi and the people near the perimeter plus the perimeter people!

Actually the behind people beloked until rather unorganisedly :/ But nevermind heee. Ohmy and I saw GYM :D The super cute ncc officer! He was the contingent commander! AAHHH :D I miss himmmmmmm ): I wished I could have watched him more during training days ):

Heh at first I was quite confused about the GOH + colours. Anyway, they're damn cool lor. WAAAH :D Shittttt I wanna see gym again. He.is.so.cute. WAHAHAHAHAH.

After the p&c everything else is kinda boring. So I didn't continue watching. When I get the soft copy of alllllll the photos we took during trainings I'll post them up man! :D

K sophia and haziq organised this fireworks display watching this sat! And the officers organised gathering cum bbq on 8sept! I wanna goooooooooo :D I miss everyone now. My saturdays feel emtpy already ):

GYMMMMMMMMM <3

2007-08-10T22:49:00.000-07:00

NDP 2007

April-Aug 9

Zone 1 and 2 (:

I remember my first saturday ndp training at HQ. It was conducted by some zone 1 and 2 sirs/mams. It was so tiring and tough that I felt like quitting.

Subsequent tranings at HQ, we finally went to somewhere new - Nee Soon camp! We had to bag everything there except electronic devices as it was a traning camp. The sun there always never fail to bring us down. It was always burning hot. We trained from 11-6 and had kfc/pizza/buns/sunshine bread for dinner. I remembered that Adrian was the meanest sir there. Although it was quite tough there, it was quite fun too, especially with my squadmates (:

Then at 2june, we finally had the chance to train at the actual place. The place filled with mystery and excitement - Marina Bay floating platform! We had to camp outside the floating platform before every run at some shelter. It was when we first got our umbrellas! Then we started to mingle around and made some friends. The opening and closing umbrellas was super messy.

On one ocassion, the sun was SUPER STEAMING and the parade commander kept making the GOH contingent march in and out that many people fell out. The sj contingent was only left with half the people? And I can't help but remember the first and the last time my squadmates + evonne and the people taught the contingent gako geko piong. There was this girl brigade sir that tried to imitate us :/ and this bunch of gb people who took video :/ :/

Ah then we get to camp at suntec convention hall 401! However, training time got longer and extended from 10-8. Every saturday there'll be practice runs, truncated runs and the last parade. At every last parade we had to march out and in of suntec. We were watched by the public like noooooooo I dont want. Kfc/pizza/pineapple rice w disgusting uncooked fish nuggets for lunch/dinners. We made new friends, sang cheers, thrust balloons, poke umbrellas, took photos. It was heartwarming in a SJ contingent with so many fun people! Even Adrian sir got better and nicer. We watched fireworks together in our bus ride back to HQ. We sang national day songs and had our umbrellas stinked together :D Flying berets and hairnets, flooding toilets and much much more memories I could remember (:

It is really hard to put everything in words. 5 months of effort and sweat and fun and laughter and anger. Although until now I still don't know everyone in the contingent, I knew many fun and interesting people. :D

16 saturdays, 2 wednesdays, 1 national day (:

I experienced so much in the NDP 2007. I didn't expect so much in joining this actually. I merely joined for the fun of it. And I'm glad I did (: Maybe because of age difference, it was kinda hard to communicate w some of the other sj people older than us. But it was alright! :D I

love the contingent still (:

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you, I'll be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

Indeed, we made the difference.

2007-08-08T21:51:00.000-07:00

NDP 2007
We made the difference (:

It was the real day this time. Starting our w simple drills practice then our warrants came to talk to us. They talked to us about our great improvement from the first time they took us till now. Yeah, indeed. Great changes (: Then the hot practice run, and the last truncated run. I finally spotted my super cute ncc officer! At the convention hall, ate kfc for dinner, took photos, gave out our handwritten messages notebooks to the trainers/warrants, oogling at my ncc officer. Then the LAST PARADE.

Downstairs suntec, I kept turning around to look at the ncc guy! He's like super short lah so hard to notice :/ But he's chaochaochao CUTE so nevermind about the height (: Yeah then we marched towards the floating platform. Whoa, there are like 10 times the people alongside the road watching us and taking pictures. AND THE DRUMMERS :D
While reaching there, one of the sirs said, "Okay now you'll be on tv/taking pictures of you." something along that time. I was so scared that I will be on tv that I quickly hid my face lol.

Before marching in, everyone was super high lah. We sang the last time along "Stand up for Singapore" It was very noisy that I couldn't even hear myself talking. When it was about to start, everyone was super nervous lah! Like omg it was the real thing. Weikiat went, "Good luck stjohns!" and it was very touching. All the trainers/officers and the people cheered for us when we were marching in. It was the loudest one among all the other ones. Of course, this is national day.

I screwed the march alittle by not getting in line w shabana. Ah but I secretly adjusted my feet (: So like, we're really on tv now :O Everyone's watching us! I got a shock when I heard some firework noise. Wonder what was it. And I hear no more "simulated" after every invitation of the government people. They were realllllllll! And I realised they like to wear white. HAHA. Good job COLOURS! :D As cool as always (: I stretched my hand and waved, smiling very openly w teeth to the president! :D After that I had a very very strong urge to pee so I kept controlling my urinal bowels so I didnt really watch the GOH contingent march back. I could just pee right infront of national tv okay :/

Then we marched back to suntec. Back to convention hall 401 (: Everyone was cheering for us. It was overwhelming. We did it, we made the difference! I saw the ncc guy for the last time ): I really felt like crying while doing the ndp cheer lor ): Well then the airforce wanted to take a photo w us! Wah must be because of haziq. His face lit up when he heard that lah. Hahah so yeah a super heartwarming photo taken with the airforce (((:

Then I shook hands with the airforce people 4 times! One of them I shook twice and he was like "Eh you again?!" HAHAHA. Jiahui was super jealous cause she only shook once (: She kept complaining haha. I'm more friendly what hahah! :D

Fall in for the last parade at SJ HQ. Adrian lim was like, "Next saturday, fall in at HQ with your half-u and your red t-shirt" I held 10% of hope that he really meant it. I even asked around if it was real. But he later laughed and shrugged it off ): Walao. ): Then the zone commisioner was nice enough to give us presents for zone 1! (: And from our seniors too.

Ah then some irritating people at burger king who took photos of us. And the dog at the ncc old headquarters finally came out of its den and chased after us. Or rather after me.

(:

*POST-NDP POST NEXT!

2007-07-28T08:27:00.000-07:00

Singapore: City Of Possibilities (:

Okay I shall take back about the part I miss nursing course more than NDP trngs. Mygod, I WILL miss ndp terribly after national day man. I feel so slowww.

Today was once I truly felt the bond and spirit of the SJ contingent (: Everyone's equal and has their childish side of themselves no matter how serious they can get (: Balloon thrustings! Super duper fun and heart warming! Bombings too :D St nicks bombers HEEEEEE. Highhhhhh! :D

NDP songs rocks please. Especially this year's - Will You. I don't care how many people say it's nan ting it's NOT okay! It's so patriotic! :D Loyal singaporean song! FOOD FOR THE SOUL :D

Last parade was great I suppose. Finally I didn't step on yingxuan's feet (HEE)! Actually, all last parades are great :D This is the 32475155215th time already (:

Hmmm wells. I felt so overwhelming about today's trng is most probably the consequences of anti-socialness. Hahaha, what could we do since we have like, 8 squadmates in ndp? Alright, I feel really happy and proud to be in the contingent ((((((((:

I shall write a post ALLLLLLl about the 5-month ndp trngs after national day. (:

(THIS POST IS FULL OF SMILES :D)

Deep deep down down deep down in my heart <3

2007-07-25T03:53:00.000-07:00

If it's the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
(:

Okay MIA-ed again. Anyway, I'm back again! :D

AH I know the lyrics sounds cheesy but NEHHHHHMIND the song's super nice (:

Heee kay shall stop digressing. Hmmm I think I have subconsciously curbed my blogging habits and use less computer. Guess that's good isn't it? (: Anyway my posts are boring and I hardly have time (or am to lazy :P) to post! Tadaaaaah less blogging more study! :D

I think I woke up. It's time I did. The talk about streaming a few days ago shook me. EOYS are in 2 months plus time! I should stop ponning school whenever I feel like already. I should start handing in homework on time and listen in class. I should improve on maths instead of giving up on it. I should study beforehand instead of last-minute work. Ah yes I'm aiming for a 72 this term. Provided my single-digited maths doesnt pull it down, and my bio paper which I predict a failure :/

YES I WANT C2/C3. I'm gonna get it.

I totally slacked off the earlier term. No more fooling anymore man. I'm bucking up on maths! (I hope) Cheryl's my wonderful-pro-patient-nice tutor! (: Haha and thanks michelle for teaching me those few algebraic equations even though you were in a hurry (: Maybe if I continue to work doubly hard on maths I'll ace it!
Haha fat hope! Nevermind let's just see how things go (:

Oh even now people say I'm more hardworking and attentive in class! Yay :D Hoooray. But I totally don't listen to physics even though I want to take phy! Shit. Aikching/melody! (HEHEHEHE)

Gotta learn tingxie later. Haha I'm seriously shocked at my urge to study. Study sessions coming upppppppp. :D

-

Kay anyway, ~~boring~~nice events! :D

NDP on saturday was super slack cause it was raining. No dry-runs at all. But it was good for me, cause I was running a fever and have a sore sore throat! I refuse to tell the officers (: Kristel had a even more sore throat so she missed it. Wells at least she get to rest properly.
There's this kuan jie guy who sat beside me and was damn vulgar. But highly amusing (: Zharboh! Hahahah. Youshuang sprained her ankle while leaving the HQ so i cabbed back home w her. Ain't I nice! Hahah so escorted her back to her house (:
It's officially gonna end in 3weeks D:

Nursing test on sunday! Okay tpr was kinda screwed up. Luckily I got klevinson/william (: Lenient people rock heh. William keep making me laugh! So the whole case was laughy ha ha ha.
Well at least I passed! :D 29/30. Pung either got 38/28. Wah big difference can! She should seriously wash her ears D:
Before entering the rooms everyone was damn jin zhang lah! But it all turned out fine. Hee. And the two wearing striking orange tees girls don't only look at sec3s lah haha. Apparently me and natalie look older than sec2? People are funny at times.
I'm kinda sad that nursing course ended officially. Issit? I mean, the people are so funny and practical is fun (: I still dislike jeremy though zzz.

Weird, I feel more sad that nursing course ended than ndp going-to-end-in-3weeks.
WHY?

Stoppppppp. Questioning yourself is so retarded. So yeah, yesterday had lunch at tauhuay w Eunuch, Maiden, King and Princess (aikching[eggching], melody, kristel and priscilla)! We're supposed to camwhore but end up acting like paikias wearing overly low belts and act seh! :D Retardednesssssss. Then went to AMK hub to look for white shorts for national day. Nothing found in the end but they bought some stuffs. I like that shop cause it's so CUTE! HAHAHA I SHALL GO FIND ITS SHOP NAME :D

TODAY! (finally I reached this stage!) went to AMK hub again w kristel and toh after school to get cheryl her stuff. I shall not divulge unless with her permission. Yay then FOOOOOOOD. Boo toh and poop likes to gang up against me and BULLY THE POOR BURLY SERVANT. Ruuuuuuuuubish.
IMPORTANT!
Apparently infront of this food stall, we saw a BANGLA HOLDING ON THIS CHUNG CHENG HIGH GIRL'S WAIST. They seem to know each other and are involved in some SCANDALOUS thing (I suspect). Oei the people queuing there also gossiping about her okay! So indecent leh walao. Walaooo like prostitute can! My god. Want take advantaged of also find ang moh lah find BANGLA. Eeeeeeeeeeeeyurrrrr no money go be beggar lah why turn to prostitution (almost), like that no difference between working at geylang just that you're overly underaged.

P.s No offence to CCH people.

2007-07-15T08:02:00.001-07:00

First cca/ NDP/ Nursing test!

Hah boring as it seems, I'm still going to blog about these three days.
- So here theeeeeeeeeey go!

First cca w yellows
Ah yes (: First part of the post. Hmmm had long first aid lessons on cpr. Wow I haven't performed cpr for like.. how many months already? Yeah and we taught the juniors. Hmmm i hope both of them are kinda sure how to do now cause I was kinda nervous actually :/ Wells then cpbs introduction and lynette's video! PT! Played H2O :DD

Ah wells. I think i almost burst! Okay, after much thought I think we should try - Acceptance. Cause it wouldn't help anyway, no matter what let's just try okay? Though the process will be hard..

NDP
Okay my gloves were both left-sided ._____. Like aster! Abit so qiao. Hahah. Strawberry & vanilla forever! :D These flavours will always be nicenicenice. Hmmm chilli isn't nice but chilli sauce will always be (: Heheheh. Randommmmm.
Missed the bus stop ytd and went to esplanade! Ran around like crazy people before we found our way to the mrt :/ Back aches! I was also rewarded with two bonus blisters on my left foot lor :/
Anyway, I just love the people. (:

Nursing test
Mygod. I dozed off after self-revision and was late to meet natalie to study! I made her wait for like, 1 hour?! AH SORRY NATALIE ): So yeah only made it in time to meet her and pung to go to hq.

Hur the test was easy lor :/ Just that it was kind of confusing. Qualities = Attitudes, right? Boo. Then I studied like mad lor. If only it was like this for koto ): Graaaaah. Oh and my fingernails turned blue cause apparently it was freezing in the room. My mom said I should've placed my hands under my butt to get warmth. Eeyur so unglam :/

After the course natalie, jesmine, rachel lee and I went to army market to eat. But I didn't since I've got no appetite :/ Uh yeah then natalie's dad fetched us to cityhall and the rest of us shopped around. We were looking at bionicles/barbie dolls/pooh/sesame street toys! Both of them are the opposite of each other, one womanly one tomboyish xD Then took mrt back home!

Uh then i realised I can't go home cause nobody's at home and I got no key and my mom asked me to go out. I asked some people accompany me but they not free! ): So I was like a wanderer and wandered about and to save space I shall summarise it.

Roaming around khatib -> Traning to northpoint -> Took bus to amk hub but stopped at wrong stop -> Landed in somewhere called marymount road -> Aikching finally read my sms and going to meet me (: -> Take bus back to amk hub

:D

I think I very free lor. Hahaha. Yay and thanks BABY for accompanying me on my wanderer's journey! :D Hang around and talked! Bought durian pancakes and puffs for our families. Appreciating durians is an art man :D

And we're artistic!

Lovelove!

2007-07-11T03:12:00.000-07:00

School.

You know, school's getting boring-er and boring-er. Everyday I'll just stone and still manage to live through. There's just nothing for me to continue going to school. Not doing homework, not listening to phy and maths. Got back my maths paper and i failed with a single digit ):

It's not that I didn't studied. I did! But it was kinda late :/ Gah I feel no sorrow nor disappointment.. I'm emotionless.

Hmmm anyway, today started off with non-stop headaches! Luckily cheryl gave me a panadol! Heh thanks cheryl (: Wanted to come to school early to do art but in the end I was late and didn't finish.. and it's due today ):

I owe lots of homework! Art, phy, maths! I shall try to complete by today and hand it up! :D

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Okay so after school had this compulsory thing to support for our school sports team. We went to support the swim team (just like last year .________. ) Hurrr it was damn boring except for the relays! Screamed till my throat went hoarse (:

Heh relay gets me high alllllll the time! <3

Went home with some people after that while the rest accompanied peizhen to get her seniors presents. Peizhen is soooooo cute!~

2007-07-09T04:44:00.000-07:00

Okay. So I deleted my previous post. I feel mean >:C It's not her fault anyway. It's mine. Yeah.

2007-07-07T08:02:00.001-07:00

Beret beret please come home ):

Great. I left my beret at 2Hope while changing out of full-u ytd :/ (i think) AH! I hope I can find it on monday morning! Ah please please please ): The hq shop always closes when there is an emergency! Hurrrrr )))))):

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So today's ndp was much different cause it's the family day show! My mom and my sis were w the other spectators. I was damn nervous okay, so many people looking at you. my heart was thumping like maaaaad. Damn damn scared that they will zoom into my face and appear on the giant screen! D:

And i can do peace like a river fastfastfast (: Someone compete with me leh! Hahahah. Oh and we're supposed to wave at the president when he pass by us! Like, ERRRRRRRR .________.

Just got news today that tomorrow there's nursing course revision! So abrupt :/ Abit have to go hq again. Weekend outings at hq(doesn't sound very interesting eh). Ah gotta pack later ):

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Bored by my this old stupid emo song. I shall change it, okay I'm going to change it! ((:

2007-07-06T08:04:00.000-07:00

POP 2007

Surprisingly, I didn't break into tears (: Guess that the crying atmosphere wasn't there so yeah, no tears no tears!

THE FIRST AIDER & THE SEVEN GIANTS! Our 1 month effort! :D The music was kinda screwed up at first but in overall, it was great! :D I forgotten to bring my blue crown clip x/ heh heh nevermind. Spasticity of darkblue purple dinosaurs & our Iloveyou song! Yayenesssss. Okay honestly I found our squad presents too fragrant. I'm so glad I finally got rid of it after enduring for 4days in my room (:
Eh but the presents 是美的lor! :DDDD (not forgeting our handmade squad hairbands!)

The POP booklet (: I love reading the looooong letters/messages lah! Especially those they wrote for us (hahaha!) Squad photo, yes! With our red badge ncos, lynette and qiaoyi :D

Hmmm wells.. now that the yellows are the mams, it's really very weird lah. Guess that's how they felt when the reds took over last year too. It's just veryvery not-used-to-it. Tuesdays and thursdays fd session w the yellow fd ncos already! Ultra weirddddddd.

So, the reds officially passed out. They will still no matter what appear mam-ish to me. Hope they liked our skit and presents!

I love you,
You love me.
We are happy family.
With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you (Muahhhhh),
Won't you say you love me too?

我爱你，
你爱我。
我们是个大家庭。
给你一个拥抱还有一个吻(Muahhhhhhh)
难道你不爱我吗？

:D

2007-07-03T05:25:00.001-07:00

ANNOYED ANNOYED

Walao very good lor, Zhuangnamei came and scolded me today for not handing up my compo (which i obviously did) and left on her table (cause i can't find her stupid pigeon hole). And i'm like supposed to re-write?! Yeah but end up she found already ._______.

LIKE WTHHHHHHHH !@#$%^&*()_

And like, how do you feel if someone's mother come and complain about you about bullying her precious child?!
.___________.

Okay so like, kind of finished the squad presents already. Whooo. It's beautiful :DDD (Duh I bought the materials okaaaaaay). Had some problems about some squad stuffs but first but I think it's okay now. Should be. Ohwells. Tomorrow will be better! (Our skit will rock)

Anyway, I'm damn bushuang now. WALAO. What's their problem. You're the ones who will suffer anyway. Ughhhhh. DAMN IRRITATED.

HURHURHUR.

2007-06-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

Would you smother me?

Last cca w the reds today. the real last cca w them.

我不知道怎么用言语来表达我的性情。
应该这样说，失去了才懂得珍惜吧。

Anyway, cca was slack again ): guess it was partly cause the sec fours only managed to join us halfway through cca? and quite a pity cause not everyone of them went. and i think pumping is renamed as push-ups? ):

It was the very very very long time since i pumped, if you exclude JTC.

I couldn't go further than Barney's first line. i couldn't take it anymore.

I know, sometimes i'm just a pain in the neck. i'm just not very... nice. but indeed, ever since they took over, sj became exciting and challenging. it was like a rollercoaster, sometimes hurtful sometimes wonderful. sometimes sometimes sometimes. how much times have i been through already?

So yeah, though none of them will read this but still,
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs (:

I can't imagine what will happen on POP next friday. i'll probably just use up the whole toilet roll available in the nearest toilet.

I suddenly want campfire )))))))))))):

2007-06-23T08:22:00.000-07:00

Father

Lol i couldn't think of any suitable title for this so i'm named it Father. cause he just came back from China yesterday. yeah and he'll be staying for a week so i think it won't really affect me much...

As i'm too lazy to blog out the details, i shall quote from Aubrey leeee the bibikins.

When Dad's back, there are a number of things BOMBIBI and I cant
do.

1. We can forget about saying common phrases, such as Oh My
God. The reason
is kinda ridiculous. He feels that the both of us are trying
to act bimbotic by
saying passing phrases that are commonly used in Chic
Movies. But NO, this is so
folklore!I guess he didnt know I want to be a
rich tai tai -.-

2. We can forget about our 12am curfew. Im so gald
Disco Dinner was last
night -.- I came home at 12am.

3. We cant
use the computer for long. He is a silent killer, he just
switched off the
main switch with a dissed expression on his face.

4. We can forget
about eating at coffee houses/restaurants. This reason is
kinda valid since
he wants to eat local food. He just ate duck rice and meepok
this
afternoon.

5. We can forget about using the phone for long hours.
BOMBIBI and I love
the phone. We used it for our own bitching session on
alternate days.

6. ' Walao' cannot be used. He will explain the
grave consequences of
speaking such crude language.

7. Dont
bother attempting to blast music on our ear-piece. He's got sharp
hearing.

8. Cannot wear mini skirts.

9. I think
he's probably going to drag us to bowling. YUCKS.

That's about
it.
The rules are so defined.
I cant defy.

There is a
tremendous change in Dad as well. He lost a total of 5kg.Clearly
showing
that food in China is...not as nourished.
He speak better Chinese language
and read more Chinese characters now. He
used to speak English at home and
he has a teenyweeny problem in writing my
Chinese name.

LOL. aubrey likes to exaggerate so nevermind about her (: hahahah.

Anyway, today's ndp trng was very unusual. the umbrellas stank like shit man. MYGOD DAMN STINKY CAN. andand scariness of airplane crash :O
BUT THE MOST UNSUSUAL THING WAS THAT WE ACTUALLY PARADED FROM SUNTEC TO MARINA BAY AND EVERYONE STOPPED TO LOOK AT US AND TAKE PHOTOS! OMG HAHAHAHA.

oh and my family pangsehed me for shopping again >:C (or maybe i pangsehed them). Like for the 27402143218097th already! the reasons were either ndp trngs/nursing course/other sj stuff ended too late to meet them.

hmmm it's kind of a pity cause i think that will be the last time i'll go shopping w my father for these few months and i missed it :/ rah whatever. he bought aubrey and i a bag and since i weren't there my sis helped me choose one.

OKAAAAY. so i'm gonna bring that bag to school. fine..

HOMEWORK CHIONGING TOMORROW AT 930!
CHIONGERS :DDDDD

2007-06-21T03:27:00.000-07:00

Homework update

WAHAHAHA. I'VE DONE SOME HOMEWORK ALREADY. YAY YAY YAY :DD

~~chinese paper 1~~
~~chinese paper 2~~
~~hist~~
~~geog~~
chem
bio
maths
chinese compo
restaurant review

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OH i've got my contacts already. like finally hahah. this is the second day i'm wearing it and i feel quite uncomfortable.

you know, my eye is so sensitive that when there's something in it i'll boldly remove it with my bare fingers? hahah sounds gross but the feeling is damn shuang. and now i can obviously feel a piece of lens on my pupil but i can't do anything about it! >:C

GAAAAAAAAHH.

2007-06-18T05:56:00.000-07:00

And this is where my heart is cold and torn

what am i doing here again when all the pathetic homework are waiting for me?

i pratically did only 4 qns of history paper the whole day.

....

this week is gonna be a killer. why am i so last minute?!

What will happen on the first day of school?

• Kristel will show how out of shape they are in gym class

• Aikching will jam you in the eye with a pen when you ask to borrow one

• Melody will challenge you to a hard boiled egg eating contest and make you throw up

• Tracy will come to school wearing only a potato sack and say 'don't ask.'

• Wenjing will cry about summer being over

'What" will happen on the first day of school?' at QuizGalaxy.com

HAHAHAH.
i think the results are very possible. except that aikching will walk off with that "HAHAHA" after jamming the pencil in my eye.

:D

hellorashes

2007-06-17T21:47:00.000-07:00

JTC 2007

came so fast and ended so quickly.

Shakira! (probably the most bonded group :D)
Rachael Pung a.k.a RP a.k.a Rapunzel
Jesmine Tan a.k.a JT a.k.a Justin Timberlake
Brenda Leea.k.a BL a.k.a Bruce Lee
and our two on/off juniors Cabrini and Deborah
and also not to forget Isabella who didn't attend camp because of irritating scabbies.

everything just came past in a flash. and we realise the importance of every little thing that makes up SNSJ.

i miss the feeling of lying on the groundsheet, staring at the clock, anticipating something to happen. which never did. we only talked and talked about our uncertainities and disappointment. and the next thing we could do. cry. in silence.

the feeling of being misunderstood but at the same time not exactly so is very complicated and intolerable.
how contradictory.

i was never postive enough i guess ):

anyway, the games were really fun and interesting! :D too bad we only lost by 1 position.

at times i wished i could bang my head against the wall when i see deborah and her antics. patience patience. hahah.

i will still continue to love the darkblue squad for as long as i'm alive (:

2007-06-05T23:11:00.000-07:00

Rashes disaster ):

[UPDATED]

Okay I'm supposed to be at Marina Bay for ndp trng w my squadmates and seniors. And what am I doing here?

.......

I skipped it cause I got really itchy rashes.

Great.

It all happens yesterday when we went out for my sis's post-celebration dinner. Of all places, she chose Newton Circle.

Mom ordered lots of food incl satay, drumsticks and oysters. I thought the oysters were alright until i had rashes on my neck. It was very mild so went shopping and bought some clothes then went home.

Yesterday night i couldn't sleep at all! I was busy scratching my rashes. IT WAS ALL ON MY BODY DDDDDDDDD:
f.

YUCK.
I never knew I was allergic to oysters! I thought i had only a mild allergy to prawns and crabs. But oysters?!
GAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH.

I OFFICIALLY AM ALLERGIC TO OYSTERS AND DECLARE WAR W THEM!
NEVER EVER EAT OYSTERS AGAIN >:'C

Anyway that's my sister and I ytd. Quite blur but if you look carefully you can see the redness on my neck.

I hope I can fully recover by tomorrow cause i still got happy toilet tomorrow ):

-

Anyway! My sister will collect her present (from me)from the seller tomorrow! hahaha laziness :3

[edited]
Yesterday afternoon we finally completed our group flag! IT WAS DAMN DAMN NICE OKAY! :D the only disappointment was the Shakira word can't be seen clearly ):

But nevermind. It was great :D I shall ask jesmine to take a photo of it and send me!
[/edited]

Within Temptation's gooooooooood :D

2007-06-04T02:45:00.000-07:00

Holidaysssssss!

I'm here to revive my blog!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay firstly, today is my aubreyleeee's birthday and yeah i made a picture for her!

Happy birthday! see i'm so nice hahahah :DD
and hope you'll like the present that i will give you on er, wednesday.

-

Omg i realised i haven't blog for a month! like 30 days (1 more day to 1month actually)! WOAH I'M SUCH A PRO! hahah sorry for the lack of posts cause i've been so lazy. i actually thought of what to write on the entries but i never posted them! laziness x3

SOOOOOOO, holidays have been NDP trngs/meetings/rehearsals/alittle towning.

but i spend most of the holidays at nee soon camp for ndp trng ): which is actually very tiring, sweaty. i had so many sprouting blisters! the sun was damn mean lah ): but luckily my blisters decided to be guai and not come out ((:

last sat was the first time we went for trng at Marina Bay, the actual place for NDP. OHMYGOD it was damnit cool okay! we were marching on floating platform on the sea! and we get to hold ~~dumb~~cool red/white rectangular umbrellas and open when we hear the command. the umbrellas form 'SINGAPURA'! the lousaye umbrella so hard to open lah everyone was struggling lor. and mine overturned quite a few times

the full run we stood like, 45mins? i think haha. so boring lah i kept having weird thoughts in my mind to entertain myself. and the canon! F-ING LOUD PLEASE. I GET A SHOCK EVERYTIME IT STARTS D: (but quite cool haha!)

Okay i shall stop ranting on and on about NDP and bore the world.

-

JTC 2007!
the groupings were released! (actually damn long ago but now then mention)
Theme: SUPERSTAR
(Stay United Parishilton Elvispresley Rain Shakira! Tyrabanks Anitamui Rickymartin)
FUNNY EH!

and obviously you can tell i'm in group SHAKIRA! :DDDDD
mylene qiaoyi kelly jesmine isabella me pung cabrini deborah!

actually quite sad still got hanxu and belinda but both of them couldnt make it ): the group's attendance damn pathetic i tell you, besides the loss of two members, jesmine had to leave for somewhere (batam?) on the second day before campfire & bella leaving after campfire & the juniors leaving somewhere inbetween.

._____________. so actually pung and i are the ones with the group all the time. GREAT ): luckily we're bunking w Rain so we won't be that lonely...

forget about that, OUR GROUP FLAG! hahah it's damn nice i tell you! (probably the best of all!) it's half done only but tomorrow we're meeting up to complete it. yay i hope it's really going to be wonderful! :D

haha i know i sound like an idiot but to get myself in the camp mood, i'm desperately listening to Shakira's songs! ah i love her voice (: (but my itunes is naughty and decides to play Britney Spears instead)

OH AND I PREPARED ALITTLE FOR CAMPSTUFFS ALR! :D

hahah okay squad item! going very well :D and i'm chao happy! got positive response from the yellow badge also :DDD
Y-A-Y!
gonna continue rehearsing though!

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OH YESYESYESYESYESYES!

MY MOM FINALLY ALLOW ME TO WEAR CONTACTS! :D hooray for not being blind anymore and lousaye spectacles! :DDDDDDD
she'll buy this week! yay i love my mom <3>Within Temptation (:

(Blogging is addictive!)

2007-05-05T09:28:00.000-07:00

Love songs for the genuinely cunning

Okay sadly, this post shall have no colours/special effects ): not that i refuse to, but something cropped up in blogger. the whole blogger is not aligned properly and i can't choose colours! eeeeek.

Well, even though it's colourless. i shall liven this up with my colourful content (:

Speech was horrendous! i spoke/acted like a total bimbo. yuck omg. somemore not on purpose can. haha heard that my confidence was like 5/5? wow haha. i didn't knew i was so confident (:

Hmmm. Thurs was depressing. yeah, like i just couldn't face the world. but hey, thanks poop! thanks for cheering me up and all. ((:
I've decided. you can dislike me for all you want. you can create some anti-me fanclub lah hor, and dislike me together in unison. rather than disliking me secretly but put on a fake front, infront of me somemore. i can't accept it when i didn't do anything to offend you. irritating isn't it. though i still hope that my efforts would be appreciated. right.

Okay Napha 2.4! 13 flat :D quite unexpected lah. hmmm well actually my timing was supposed to be 12:50++ but i didn't run into the finishing cones so my timing dropped two positions, which is quite a sad thing actually. but nevermind, i'm glad enough that it's finaaaaaaaaaly over! whooooooo.
Oh and during IPW, gwyneth and i got caught by gwee doing something else when we're supposed to judge 2F's presentation. she was tossing coins while i was reading the name list. okay i know i abit lame lah but er both of us were made to stand outside anyway. after school she lectured us and almost wanred to call my mom (again!). obviously, she was biased against me. i seriously don't see a need to call my mom for such trival matters. the last time also, just because i didn't hand up a stupid consent form. ugh so end up she gave me a second chance and didn't call my mom. okay seeyi is damn funny okay. she keeps talking back at gwee with that funnaye tone/expression that can't stop laughing. same to us too hahah.

-

Today supposedly gng towning with aikching and melody to get something. waited for them at the mrt station when someone came up to me asking me to do some survey.
Conversation between Interviewer and I:

Inter: Hello. Can you take our survey? It won't take long, around 10min only.
Me: Er, okay?
Inter: Are you studying?
Me nods.
Inter: What school are you sutdying in?
Me: CHIJ St Nicholas?
Inter: Oops sorry, you're not 18 yet. Sorry.
Me diaos.

Er hello. I dont think i am that smart to pose off as an 18-year-old. ahem. then subsquently two interviewers of the same survey came up to me and walking away disbelievingly. One of them even attempted to guess my age!
Conversation with another interviewer:

Inter: Can you help to do this survey?
Me: Er issit the 18-year-old one?
Inter: Er, you 17?
-.-
Inter: 16?
....
Inter: 10???
Me: ERRRRRRRRR. -gives super diao face
Inter: Then how old are you?
Me: Um, 14.
Inter: Orh, don't look like leh. (and walks off)

Haha i find it amusing. no one thought that i ever looked like 18. wait till i tell my mom about this! : P
Okay there's this person made me donate 2bucks for the boys' home thingy. then another guy with the same donation drive came up to me and showed hand signs at me, for around 10sec. Errrr?! then he couldn't help but burst out laughing. WTHHHH LAH. so lame can. i scolded him being lame lah hahah cannot help it cause he said acting dumb will help in donation funds. so that people will sympathise him. but wait, the donation drive is for the boys' home isn't it?! why issit had got to do with disabled people? ._______.

Pestered melody to come quicly to save me from all these people. okay abit mean but who likes being pestered to donate, even when you've donated?! she reached after awhile and apparently aikching just woke up!! omg lah hahahah. so yeah went to HMV first and looked around with melody's friend, sarah.
Thennnnnn. aikching walked the wrong direction from somerset to plaza sing! omg hahah aikching you're damn smart! at that time melody and sarah had to go off already. so sad but nvm we shall forgive you (:

So, met aikching at plaza sing! Heeeeeee. her 男生站左边，女生站右边 earrings! HAHAH! ate at kfc and i was quite angry cause Bandito Pockett was unavailable! ARGHHH!! i want my bandito~ rah so ordered something else then. got something we wanted and left! though i exceeded my curfew :/

I heard that evil comes disguised.

2007-04-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

DNA Report!

Hahah jesminetan made me do this personality test! got like 11 pages of questions yeah and looong explanation on me being an encouraging creator (:

Can't be bothered to post the explanation but i shall post the DNA report! it's damn cool haha.

http://www.personaldna.com">Encouraging Creator

COOL EH! :DD

Oh jesminetan i don't admire you okay! so stop insisting that i do! neither will i miss you! you egoooooo :3

2007-04-30T04:22:00.000-07:00

I'M SAD/DISAPPINTED/EMBARASSED/MISERABLE ): ):

Finished 5 items today. AND IT SUCKED! OMGOMG IM SO SAD ): i deproved okaay -cries

Umm MY TRACK SHOES' SOLES CAME OUT DURING SHUTTLE RUN! SO PAISEH THEN I KEEP SLIDING OFF CAN :/ so yeah i got a B for that.. but it's like 0.2sec to an A!!!!!! LIKE OMG >:C last year's timing was like 10sec plus can. i know it's not very good but I DEPROVED LIKE SHIT LAAAAAAAAAS )':

Soooooooooooooo, with my abit spoilt shoes i went to do SBJ! OMG I SLID THE FIRST TIME CAN. LIKE SOOOOOO EMBARASSING >:CCCCCCC
aiyah but end up stilll got that fugly B score. 2cm to A!!!!!!!!!!!! -IRRIATED

note: i think i have a unpleasant fate with number 2. :/

Hmmm the rest were okay. most happy with my sit and reach! improved (: hehehe. okay so after that gwyneth kristel jomain and i went to run 1round at the track. abit weird cause people looking at us :/ then slacked at toilet! and we were discussing about ahemahem topics and doing ahemahem stuffs! (:

Then went with tracy to the bubble tea shop one stop away! (: finished mine in like less than 7mins lah omg haha. then chatted about stuffs :D yeah and met rachael teo and they walked me to the bus stop (:

anws chung siting! cheer up you can do it de! have faith (:

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Sometimes i wished i could turn back time..
Some things i wanna say it's too late
Some things i wanna do it's too late
Some things i wanna try it's too late
Many many times i regret but it's already too late.

baaaaaaaaah, i hate this feeling. ):

2007-04-29T08:54:00.000-07:00

STUFF.

Okay i'm feeling quite irritated now due to the never-ending workload i have. well at least i've completed my freaking speech! how wonderful (: but it sucks lah. i bet the whole class is going to laugh at me. AND I HAVEN'T MEMORISE. hopefully i won't get called tomorrow (:

Napha 5 items tomorrow! OMFGGG. i haven't trained shuttle run in 247216249 years and my SBJ jumping position is wronggggg. looks ugly too >:C hmmm situps should be okay and sitandreach? I WANT TO FAINT WHEN IT COMES TO SNR. RAHRAHRAHHHHHH.

labour day on tues which means holiday! ooops i almost forgotten there's pd at the Istana in the morning! SHIT i haven't polished my boots/season my beret! okay maybe the beret part is okay cause i seasoned it last npd trng already. but my boots :/ i feel like puking whenever i polish it. when i polish, this means at least around 45mins? and sharing the same room with your moist kiwi is quite suffocating actually. the smell lingers in your room (pukes)

okay hopefully we can go study together! aww missed you! (:

IT'S 12:08AM NOWWWWW!
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SLEEP?
hmmm. maybe abit later (:

2007-04-27T22:34:00.000-07:00

School sucks, week 8 sucks more.

Yeah. and btw week 8 is next week. aka in 2 days.
I've got tons of tests/assignments/stuff to be handed up. LIKE TONS. and worse still i haven't done them AT ALL.

1) Napfa (5 items) on Mon
2) Macbeth play on idontknowwhen
3) Bio test on heart, diffusion & osmosis on Wed
4) Sci graded assignment open book on Wed
5) Home Ec portfolio on Mon! Plus my undone 2 assignments :/
6) 2.4km on Friiiiiiii.

Fuck. napfa is shittttttzz. macbeth! our group abit last minute lor. and i doubt tmr's meeting would be productive. home econs is ughhhhh waste of time. 2.4run faintsssssss.

don't wanna talk about it anymore.

OHMYGOD YOU KNOW WHATWHATWHATWHAT!
AAHHH I DONT WANNA SAY ALREADY. IT MAKES ME SAD.
TOHWENJING.!!!!!! )):

2007-04-27T07:29:00.000-07:00

Supernova Blueeeee! ♥

YAY.
finally blogging after gazillion years. hurrr. to be exact it's 13 days. how nice.

OKAY WELLS. TODAY IS SPORTS DAY! AND BLUE HOUSE GOT SECOND! WHEEEEE. WELL DONE PEOPLE! :DD

it's was wonderfully raining and thus we stood at the back of the specs stand for 3hours plus?! yup and my legs didn't feel sore! (: man. we screamed like maaaaad women lor. until our throats sore and we continued screaming hoarsely. we didn't stop even the primary girls sitting infront of us kept looking/staring/laughing at us okay. and i still can't accept the fact that i broke all the rattling cans i used. they either flew off from the chopsticks handle/shaked till the can was emptied/rockett top flew off. 90% of the cans flew off from the chopstick handle while cheering :/

thus, here derives two conclusions of the day:
I'm violent while cheering &
REGINA AND I ARE THE BEST CHEER PARTNERS :DD

hmmm well before today i thought this year's sports day was uninteresting and i couldn't care less. i did things that i wasn't supposed to and didn't do when i was supposed so. it was unlike last year when i was so enthu about sports day. haha i'm actually feeling guilt and regret about it. but nevermind, i so enthu on sports day itself already lor (haha bhb)! and there's always next year! i'll be chaochao enthu one okaaaaaay xD

oh yes! my lovely TOH WENJING doing cheer! she's suuuuuuuper! :D so don't be sad already okay beloved!
我爱桌雯靖! ♥

2007-04-14T22:19:00.000-07:00

Nostalgia?

okay finally gave aikching our wonderfully presented present! now when you need the ~~fa kit~~, it'll be here! :D ndp trng was chao chao slack ytd. hahah partly cause the weather wasn't so good so we were dismissed 2 hours earlier! :DD oh and ndp is damn cool! we'll be marching on platform, which is floating on the sea! COOL EH xD

and if there is an emergency we'll just have to jump into the sea and do the dumb shark cheer. HAHAHA. oh and i had this prphecy that kristel will dehydrate and turn into a skeleton! AAHHH! SAVE THE STICK! heeeeee xD slacked at raffles city and city link. to quote jiahui, city raffles: in the middle of raffles city and city link : P i want that happy house pouch that both melody and i liked! moohlah moohlah please! oh and i still owe melody $4.35 :/

hmmm kristel and i was talking online and i was reminded of our squad in sec one and sec two. very much different indeed. lots of things have changed and it's still changing, though. but in both years, i'm happy. but the happiness were different.
i remember we get so high over doing drills outside our 1 grace classroom whenever there is a free period during mcomp days. hahaha. quite lame but many stupid and sweet memories in sec one (:
well sec two is much different. sadly many things happened because of some reasons. some may be good but the others are quite negative. but there're still wonderful and happy things though! like the regular hangouts at macs after CCA with SOME people (haha!). i do miss the times in sec one but i'm enjoying sec two too. i love both very much and i'll cherish 'em ((:

well lemme try to recall my 'Firsts' in our squad!

first squadmate i made friends with: sufang!
first squadmate i saw: pung! (who sat beside me at that time giving me that Edna Mode look)
first squadmate i took notice of: natalie!
first squadmate whom i found really noisy: trella! (hahah!)
first squadmate i partnered: kristel!
first squadmate i laughed at: aikching! (cause the seniors cannot pronounce her name properly!)
first squadmate i'm with the same group as for camp: darice!
first squadmates i went out with: pung, aikching, darice, yuhchyi (to get stuffs in army market lah!)
first and the only clique i was involved in squad: kuku5!

Thank you guys for making me feel so happy throughout these 1 1/4 years ((:
我爱Darkblues! <3

2007-04-12T09:11:00.000-07:00

Long day ahead tomorrow.

Sian. I've 5 rounds for PE, ting xie which i haven't learn and sj tomorrow. omg 5 rounds can. can can can can can. SUPER SIAN. spent the few hours just now chionging IPW report but end up we monday then hand up. haha shermaine approve one okay! cause ah, i abit stupid lah do in ppt (though can print) do until 20 slides like that. and i was just halfway X.x coughs, 20 pgs is the max. rahh.

i haven't learn ting xie. and this is the first time i actually planned to learn the day before. usually i just learn on the day itself 1 hour before ting xie starts. it's no wonder why i always score so low for ting xie lorrr. yeah submitted the squad farewell message already. hopefully it's alright (: POP is nearing, sighhhh.

it's 1225am!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIKCHING ♥!
"all the gossips i cannot forget.
all the talks i cannot forget.
all the food i cannot forget.
all the walks i cannot forget."

penned by you!

我爱黄亿青! ♥♥
AND MAY YOU RECEIVE NEVER-ENDING PRESENTS (LIKE YOU WISHED xD)

(and blue is your fav colour!)

2007-04-11T01:34:00.000-07:00

Red Cross Home visit!

*NEW ADDED PHOTOS BELOW AND MORE COMING*

Went to the red cross home for CIP yesterday! pictured and took alot of jump shots! hahah oh jump shots rock <3!>

this time was so much different than the previous home. muchmuch quiter and better environment, of course. but the residents there are in much worse conditions than the ones at the mentally disabled home. most of them were bed-ridden and a few were wheelchair-bound. their beds so cool! got info about their age, likes and languages they'd respond. and there are three-storeys!

talked to some of them but most of them don't respond while others make lots of noise glabbering dontknow what. oh wells :/ yeah and we CAMWHORED ALOT! infront of the sink mirror which links two rooms together. all the nurses can see lah wth haha! okay felt quite guilty cause most of the time spent there is camwhoring. left around 1 more hour but we're too sian to do anything so slacked in the carpark. CAMWHORED JUMPSHOTS AND RUN SHOTS AND MANY MANY WORHZXZXZX xD

then did something quite ahem there. footdrill! haha but quite fun eh! sj ver plus guides ver plus band ver. LOL! sweat like hell >:/ stinked up the whole bus on the way back to school. slamming session with squadmates about ndp trng.

I'M JUMP THE HIGHEST MANNNN.

More photos from Yitong! please come online and upload, hophops!

2007-04-09T21:49:00.000-07:00

Tough manzxzx!

Had 3 hours of Ndp trng on sunday. it's so... TIRING. i mean, it's more tiring than cca, and camp! yes seriously camp is much better lor :/ and for the first time i really felt like fainting. i feel such a weakling now X.x

anyway, was quite pissed with my mom and sister. my mom called me like how many thousand times to meet/cancel the meeting at amk hub. and they actually bought millions of stuff. hmph ):

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yesterday went to the gym again with aubreylee! haha she sucks cause she thought i went missing in the gym ._______. oh and we found some other equipments to train our arm muscles! all thanks to the ~~over-~~friendly instructor. hee lala-ed on the way to the bubble tea shop!

whee i'm so agile hahah! aubrey can't do that, tsk tsk. ADMIT IT I'M PRO :D

ehhhh this one she like. i look like a luohan ._.

more posts soon! <3

2007-04-09T21:29:00.000-07:00

Happy happy happy belated to me! :D

Aahh ohmahgawd super belated birthday post! i've no mood to blog about it anymore but still, i had quite a fun time receiving presents! hahah though there are still belated presents :/ but nehhhhhhhmind (oops haha :X) THANK YOU, FRIENDS! xD yeah and went out w tracy to plaza sing! I FINALLY PIERCED MY EAR! hahaha. wahh 是痛的 lor! D:

hehehe i love presnts! they're so niceeeeeeeee (: i'm looking forward to benita's and wenjing's super belated one. maybe they'd buy me a hamster! :DD

I'm Officially 14!

2007-04-01T05:06:00.000-07:00

PRINCESS REIGNS :D

wheeee! Ben& Jerry's forgets your worries! it rocks and make you happy (: lalala, not forgetting the wonderful note that can be pasted on the RED pillar with great and constructive comments (: suddenly i felt that Novena is not bad afterall! got bar one also. haha melody, don't we think alike? xD

flag day was better compared to last year. but i bet both years the collections the same lor. i was never good at fund-raising anyway :/ haha natalie! your hard work has paid off (: we only wanted to cont asking for donations when we're gonna be dismissed. sad though. then went to plaza sing w aikching! met melody clarissa and weiling there. unfruitful trip so we rushed to IMM. quite rushed cause everybody had to go soon so yeah :/ weiling is amusing! and i can run fast when my legs are tired, interesting right! (: hee poor fa kit we can't buy you ..

today was late again! sorry! :/ so we rushed to HQ to count collections. didn't do much there and i can't count! even with the help of the calculator! i so need help for maths, anyone? (: then went to raffles city and melody went off for church. but so sad! the gate closed upon her so she gotta go home instead. whee jewellery is niceee (: esp earrings hee. i'm gonna piece tmr think xD
went to meet my mom and sis and ate at sakae! haha jap cuisine again. i think i every year at this day can just go eat jap. lalala.

shopped around and i got new school shoes! wheee! and i wore on the spot haha :D but of course thats not for my birthday, if not it'll be pathetic.. my legs are super tired already so we went home. LALA!

3 and a half more hours to my bigbig day! HEE xD lalala. i shall be super happy tomorrow :D TEEHEEHEEEE. oops i haven't done my art and compo yet shittttt.

2007-03-26T21:30:00.000-07:00

Hey, hey you, you, I wanna be your Girlfriend (:

hahaha okay. did a jianbao on Avril's single, okay not really single cause she sang in 8 diffrent lang :O haha wells.

yepp in school now! :D music lesson is slack! oops went for CIP home visit at some mentally disabled home. obviously, lots of people were too scared and cried. lalala. i think it's quite freaky and quite sad. tsk, i feel useless there besides acting zi-highish. anyway lesshi was violated by one of the residents but i went to save her! :DD heroine to the rescue! guess i'm not that useless afterall.

took seah's car to mrt! whoa! damn cool hahah. seah and her mushroom head. who would crush her? apparently she believed so. heeeeee xD

aww, i miss NC6! we're having celebration later! wheeeeeeee. haha. Imma happy kiddddd (:

2007-03-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

FLEA FLY NC6 !

AH NC6! I'm so proud of you guys! I SO LOVE NC6! <3 OMG I SO NEED THE PHOTOS WE TOOK NOW. AND POST IT HERE!

wheee. footdrill was suuuuuuper! though i didn't really do well but jesmine was suuuperly loud! like our best format! and i think we did the least mistakes out of all our formats! like very little only lah! frist aid was blah but i think your did your best alr! millions of casualties lah how to controlllll. stingy judge, tsktsk. nursing! kinda cool hahah great job! :DD

in the waiting room we are so hyperr! esp SITI HAWA (steward of the day according to jesmine) yepp she's from peirce and apparently has a higher rank than all of us! :X she's so noisy which makes us noisy too. lalala wheeee!

JESMINE! AIKCHING! LOUISA! RACHAEL! BRENDA! MICHELLE! SITI!

(OH YES JESMINE MISSED OUT MY NAME IN HER BLOG. SO MUCHMUCH DISAPPOINTED IN HER. OMGGGG!!)

i'm proud of the NA team and NC1 too! GREAT JOB! :DD

MUCHMUCH LOVES TO DEAREST PRECIOUS NC6!

2007-03-23T20:32:00.000-07:00

Imma shine (:

finally updated! hah okay sorry have been quite lazy these few days. so many things happened but i can't recall them at one go, so yeah!

hmmm i'm quite pleased w my term2 results (so far), at least it's better than my term1's. but still, i might just fail any paper. CHEMISTRY, ahem. spent like the whole night asking people for help on balancing eqn and stuff. thanks melody for your help and reminders, louisa for teaching me balancing eqn, yyc for the 30mins call of balancing eqn acids and alkaline (and sacrificing your 30mins sleep) hahah, as if i'm winning a prize or something. hopefully i will pass nicely lah xD

oh yes WE CHANGED SITTING ARRANGEMENTS! wth now i'm sitting right at the front facing the teacher. and my gossiping/entertaining partner is gone! haha melissa credit me (: i think i'm more entertaining though : P now sitting w siewcheng, not bad lah. and also became quite attentive in class. but not that fun :/ and i'm amused by mrs seah's zi high-ness.

ytd during cca we played H2O and bball! haha quite fun lah, and we won with the total strength of 4 - half the secthree sqd! WHEEEE. ~~who says a reserve can't do anything! :D~~ phew, there wasn't fd so was quite slack. CRIME PREVENTION! for the first time im copying notes so neatly and organised-ly! yay THREE CHEERS FOR ME! lalalaaaaaaa. but i didn't score full marks though. sad sad.

okay well it's 1 more day to go. just one more. how.. i can't explain myself. when it's not nearing, you think about it. but when it's nearing, you don't feel the adrenaline rushing to remind you. it has been a 2 and a half months trng, with fun, sadness, piss-ness and tension. haha, imagine myself having so many emotions for the same few thing for these 2mnths half. i might just be a reserve but the pressure i feel isn't any lesser, esp after every case when the mams commented X.X
i like my group, i want my group to do well. i hope shirley's would do well too. i really do agree with what valerie mam said. let's just do our best and not let ourselves down.

May chicken essence provide us with energy! :D
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs (:

2007-03-16T04:46:00.000-07:00

: D

NC6! hahaha. okay maybe not the number we wanted, but at least it's quite cool. NC6 w 6 members! : DD hahha, btw peirce is quite okay. thought it's gonna be smaller though :X and he is SOOOO SACARSTIC AND LAME. ughhhh. why would she even like him ._____.

went to causeway and ate at pizzahut w aikching and melody! <3 natalie's supposed to come too but she was still having proj. SO LONGGGGGG. wanted to watch a movie there but end up didn't lah, she couldn't make it in time lor. tskk :/ i think we really attracted alot of attention squating down outside causeway reading the newspaper (for movie timings). a random boy went to kajiao us :/ zz.

so switched to toa payoh instead. CSS2! we caught sight of it! hahaha, the guys audits! lydia thong was there with her brother! hahaha he was going for the audits. he was abit further in line and we gotta buy the movie tickets so couldnt watch him :/ but anyway, heard he got in! hahaha CONGRATS THONGS (and your bro)!

bought Happily Never After! waited natalie to reach for awhile before rushing into the theatres. missed a little part of it :/ rahhh but nvm lah. hahaha it's so F-U-N-N-Y ! xD according to melody, i was laughing quite loudly :X uncivilised me. lol. it was quite short though, like 1hr plus?

after that watched the audits alittle then went to AMK Hub (again) to search for a bag! but in vain :/ watching with envy while melody withdrew her money from the atm. RAH! my mom would never allow me to have my own card. ): natalie had toe cramps while walking back th bus stop! stupid me didn't know how to treat a toe cramp.. RAH. felt so dumb. took quite a long while walking arnd amk before we found the bus stop. then talkkkkkk (:

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passed tong her super belated pressie! hahah called her to open the door while im outside xD wasn't really sure of her unit so yeah. she passed me the CF 90th Anniversary VCD! like finally omg! im gonna watch it later (:

girls' audits tmr? hahaha xD

2007-03-15T03:53:00.000-07:00

Holidays are almost over!

whoa, 3 more days before the march hols end. omg it's so fasttttttt. how's waking up almost everyday at 7plus and return home like 6plus hurrrrrr. wanted to go out aft proj meeting today but proj ended quite late so didn't in the end :/ well at least we've completed all the projects :D -beams. hahaha with such a responsible leader, REGINA THE COOKIE MONSTER.

sian please, sick of my blogskin though it's just changed. anyway my tagboard IS there. apparently natalie didn't see the link. and i cant be bothered to add the links. maybe next time, or maybe not.

ooh, tmr's quite a big day. hmmm according to aikching. hahaha. 444444. fralalas. AND YAM IS TOTALLY OBSESSED OVER HC GUYS. she's crazy okay, lol. desperate tskk.

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 17 DAYS! : DDD
wheee. 2APRIL 2APRIL! yay joyce gonna get me a wallet! wheeeee i want Infinity On High! hahaha who want to sponser me? LOL, HAHAHAAH. NEED LOTS OF STUFF TOO. AHAHAHA IM MAAAAAAAD.

WITHLOVE!

2007-03-11T00:04:00.000-08:00

~~I'll be my own reflection.~~

i stumbled upon our conversations in my comp, named you. those times were so nice and happy and much more carefree-er than now. i didn't care much bout what people say behind me because it's so true. we were just, just almost there. before it's all gone.

it has been a scandalous repeating mess. there had been joy and laughter but it's still different.. so many times i thought i'd rather turn back time and remain where i was. i don't like acting i don't care when i actually do, even if it's a little bit.

i've nothing much else to say.

2007-03-10T07:55:00.000-08:00

Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster.

omg yes i know im sooooooooo last year. sorry lah but eh! sudden obsession w their songs ever since natalie sends me them (: i am super outdated okay, but whatever. i like i like !!! (and melissa, i'm really innocent from head to toe xD)

okay fially finished elearning 10mins before the closing time. wtf i bet i'm the last one in class to finish. oh but really really thankyou to those people who helped me in the three days : DDD mainly natalie, kristel, jiahua, vanessa, giokqin, gwyneth, clarissa etcetc (actually i can't remember who already). hahaha yay! <33 freedom at last!

oh yes. just wanna ask, DO YOU GUYS THINK I'M AHLIAN. honest opinions please. hahaha. im sick and hyper and siao already. PLEASE TAG IN MY BLOG YOUR ANSWERS.

I DESPERATELY NEED A DOWNLOAD SOURCE AND NEW SONGSSSSSSSSS.

2007-03-09T16:27:00.000-08:00

Macbeth is a dodo okay.

wells, i have my stand for that statement okay. he shouldn't kill innocent people to ascend/ prevent others from his throne. zz, abit he could just shut his wife up if she forces him. he's such an idiot! ayu and kristel thought i meant the story is a dodo, so ayu confronted me. uh okay maybe not confront but disagreed w this. lol, haha i explained to her already. hahaha.

stupid regina! i insist she's not smart. she doesn't want to change the proj meeting days because of me. HMPH! i was being really irritating by bombarding her w lots of qns regarding elearning. lol, so she daoed me for 1 min. OH WHATEVER I DAOED HER FOR 18 MINS OKAY xD accomplishment haha.

but seriously, my hols are packed! lots of proj meetings -stares at regina. RAH! somemore clash w my trngs can. sighhhhh so idiotic lah i hate rushing. tuesday's assesment already and im a little worried and also for melody. haha jiayous! next sat is the nursing test, along w prac and theory -faints.

tmr's nursing course without the sec threes cause they're having camp. bet they're having fun! hahah jacy's yellow poncho xD hopefully, it'll be quite fun though no one wil accompany me to go home tmr :/ haha but i probably have something on after that -winks

p!atd :DD (sudden obsession?)

2007-03-07T21:34:00.000-08:00

Holidays are not holidays.

GRRRRRR. whats w this elearning day huh! though we're given two more days of holidays, we still gotta clear that pile of elearning work in 2days. hello, elearning is lagging like maaaaad and i cannot find my homework! RAH WTH.

i was too fedupped that i grouped all the anti-elearning people tgt in my msn contacts. hahaha.

'WE HATE ELEARNINGGGGGGGG.'

ahhh so sian. suddenly they passed down message:

Everyone must sign out of E-learning from 2 to 4pm because there are some technical difficulties and sign in only after 4pm.

WHOOOOO! can have an excuse to get off irritating edulearn. : DDDDDD

im still siannnnnnnnnnn.

2007-03-06T03:14:00.000-08:00

Well, it's not the time to breakdown.

heh im blogging regularly again! thats a good thing, isn't it? ^^ hahah, but i don't think this will last long though xP

poor melody. ohwells, jiayou ba! i shall give you all my 元气 [: hehehehe i know i'm wonderfullllllll xD hmm no trng for this week! at least can reach home early for a few days. uh but appararently today i didn't go home straight after school, went to j8 w kristel and looked for my phone cable. rrrrr none of th shops sells it lah! waste of my time :/
we couldnt stand th temptation and took neoprints. lol. the machine has really good effects! shall go there next time again, and i'll scan them next time.

during englit while everyone else was listening to the diff ballads played, lynette esterbelle and i were doing our compre tests outside the classroom. hmph, so unfair! renyue actually sang but i wasn't there to witness. i was abit frustrated cause i couldn't concentrate. so idiot lah people stared at us like we're animals for display. hello. and then our group's ballad wasn't even used at all. hmph, the song's nice okayyyyy. chose by me, it's called Breakdown by Daughtry.

rahhhhh history tmr ): and i havent studied. very good.

2007-03-04T21:41:00.000-08:00

Flames to dust, Lovers to friends.

i can't believe im actually doing maths infront of th comp. though i can be bothered to do all hahah. irritating triangles.

gonna meet tracy and kristel later at amkhub for _____. hahaa wells : DD oh and did i mention i got my phone back alrd? YES i got it back -announcing to the whole world proudly. my number's still th same, 81813126! WHEEEEEE.

cant believe my mom gave my maid fees to see th doc. erps, when was she ever so generous to let me to even see a doc. my throat hurts still >:/

ohohohoh and i love my playlist! all th nice and newly updated songssssssss xDD mwahahaha.
gotta go byeeeeee.

2007-03-04T17:23:00.000-08:00

Keep your hands off my girl,

uhhhhhhh skipped school today. lol i was sick lah. yeah, interaction time with th computer : DD

haha i kind of like my phone. i spent whole of saturday afternoon trying to transfer stuffs from the comp to my phone but i realised i dont have a cable. wthhhhh. im so gonna get it okayy(provided it's not very expensive). i want songs ! xD

dance test's tmr! and im not sure of th steps X: need some last-min prac tmr already hah. dancing w jomain and kristel if im not wrong. both are like ___ how to copyyyyy. hahs.

i kind of regret, but what can i do? haha how silly. oh whatever. -rolls eyes. whoots, i'm scandalous. hahaha. funny. but i realised that it's quite true. mwahaha.

i cant see my own blogskin picture too :/

Careful, you might burn it up.

2007-03-01T03:35:00.000-08:00

I still believe it when you say, it's another perfect day...

oops, i haven't blogged for.. ? lol too many that i cant rmb :/

phew! this week had been hectic okay. like wth so many testssssss. luckily it's over already haha! but next week still got, walaoooooooo! #$%^&()!@

home econs!! cooked baked rice today! TOTALLY COOL. so yummy omggggg hahaha! xDD yes im a pig mwahahah. i love my self-cooked baked rice & eating!

oh yes. I GOT A PHONE ALREADY !!!!! omg im so so so happy kkkk that i didnt bother to study for my home econs test [: my number's still th same, but my mom confiscated it last night for no freaking reason! wtfffff lah D: rahhhh anyway i lost all my contacts so can tell me your number? hahaha.

so fast march already. i havent much got used to sec two life. it's supersuper tiring okay. especially always reaching home at approx 8pm everyday. and my birthday's coming! hint hint xDDDD

You wear and fade; you're nowhere fast.
But today, I don't know how to keep it all inside,
But I guess I'll let it slide.
And move on..

2007-02-23T20:04:00.000-08:00

Back to the good old days,

hahha well these days have been going to northpoint, primary school hangout! i dont know why i kept going there either but ohwells xD lol taking neoprints again. and saw many familiar faces! took neos w aikching mel and kris ytd omg hahahaha.

oh renice you owe me 4bucks ar. ahahah.

hmmmm we chose our sps! aka angel-mortal. rahhhh was forced to exchange my 'mortal' w um, someone else so kind of i wont be writing to her. hurr my supposedly SP asked me to write her a letter first. damn weird okay now i know my sp beforehand! hahah ohwells.

i owe $1.30. must remember to pay. hahahah.

P.S I'll be getting a phone soon! so dont delete my number from your contact list okayyeee.

2007-02-20T01:04:00.000-08:00

Happy Pigging!

happy zhu nian! hmmm cny this year was, okay i guess. quite sian and visited less houses this year too so less angbao money ): which is supposed to be a sad thing. boo.

watched just follow law w my parents and sis yesterday. was freezing in th theatre! it was quite hilarious haha. my father bought a cam yesterday but he brought it to china when he returned today. zz, rrrrr.oh went shopping w mom aft fetching him to th airport! yay bought clothes whoohooooo xD but im damn tired now haha.

okay i think my blog is boring and getting boringer, and according to maureen. so i shall post a picture or two taken during cny! hahaha.

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th happiest photo i've got. apparently it isnt very happy huh hah.

okay i dont want to go school tmr. i havent done a single shitttttt and im sleepyyyy. sighhh byebye red nails ): i shall paint you during th next holidays. march?

this reminds me of zcomp on march 11, which reminds me of someone and something to be worried about. it's coming..

2007-02-16T18:30:00.000-08:00

Very good.

UGHHHH.

I LOST MY PHONE. PLEASE DO NOT CALL/SMS ! CONTACT ME AT 67588862 INSTEAD .____. RAHHHHHHHHHH !!!

sighhhhhhhh i lost my phone le. i dont think i'll get any phone anymore. i want to die!! what a wonderful way to start my perfect cny. very very very good.

sighhhhhhh.

well btw, vday was great! happy belated vday ♥ haha th song dedications in sch were quite nice! esp MCR haahha. bought marshmellows in a gigantic milk bottle! haha mine's th pink one while aikching's th blue one. ohh yay loved th presents! (p.s it filled my whole bottle hahahaha) oops i shouldnt be showing off haha.

assesment was !#$%^&*@ . wore full-u and i hereby announce that i wanna buy new socks and if possible new skirt. rrrr wthwth lost my phone on that day too. my old phone was lost during sj activity too. dont tell me my phones hate sj? LOL.

hmmm tmr's cny already. hopefully it'll be a happy one. may i get a new phone.

2007-02-12T21:42:00.000-08:00

The answer lies in you [:

RRRRRRRRR.

today bought chocolates! yayy vday's nearing! (: yummyyyyy.

today's quite amusing, but we all know it's not over still. haha if aikching and melody talks crap again i shall box them until they bleed to death. zz i sound sadistic lol. i love long talkssss xD

and melody's chinese is CHAO good okay. -chong baiiiiiiii

okay old song, but its super nice okay!

Do you remember- Aaron Carter!

Ohhhohhhh Yeah Ooooh Oohohh
Remember we'd be up all night
Talking 'til the morning light, yeah
Like the way it used to be
Those simple days just you and me, mmmm
I think baby I know what's on your mind
Cuz you look like you've got something to say
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe it just ain't my way

You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you

Remember we used to laugh and say no one else could get in our way
And there were times when you would cry
And came knocking on my door
And I was there to shelter your pain
I think baby you should get that off your mind
Make it seem like a brighter day
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe I can make it my way

even if it makes me sad, i'm still praying, hard.

2007-02-12T05:40:00.001-08:00

There's nothing wrong
With just little, little fun.

went for th homenursing course! it was quite okay lah haha. except that we were almost latre so we changed into our slacks beside a road can. its so so embarassing oops :X

after that went out w mummy and papa! omgomg i saw merisa and shirlene! haha they waved and i was like, super shocked. i think my sj tee had attracted their attention lah haha xD bought more clothes !!!
then had reunion dinner w relatives. super sian. i hate my cousin. zzzz k2 alr still so attention seeking, tsktskk. and my sec one cousin is so ah long-ish. ughhhhh. nice food though lols.

whoo thanks for th concern people (: i do appreciate it. maybe i sound too emo yeah :/ rawrrrrr.

2007-02-09T20:05:00.000-08:00

All the thoughts lead back by itself
Thats when everything may come to an end.

sighhhhhh. it all happened at th wrong time. when it's already quite clear of ourselves, it just struck ike that. so we're here just for show, acting like animals slogged all th shit out, then lose it all because it was not hoped for anyway.

but still it's hard to give it up all. we can do our best and prove them wrong, can't we?

ytd night could be described as, depressing? can't put it off our minds. though still.. thanks for being there all th time, we've been through so many turmoils and on-going still, but thanks so much (:

haha my father came just back from china ytd. he's still th same though. and he's going basck there after cny anyway. rrrrrrr.

we should have known all along, we're th disfavoured ones.

2007-02-07T01:54:00.000-08:00

Perfectly torn in the inside.

okay lit yesterday was hilarious. more than half th class didnt read Smoke from S.O.A book and nath forced them to go outside th class to read. omg i can't believe i'm th guai one sitting at my seat can! so unbelivable haha : P and house meeting! went super siao and voted for sandra as blue hse lvl co. and she got it! hooray : DD

oops ms gwee was chao unreasonable today. actually, she everyday also very unreasonable one. firstly, she was against th idea of appealing to get a whiteboard for our classroom because ours was not functioning well and gave some crap excuse like what, cannot spent th school's funds like anyhow. but obviously we ignored her and appealed for one. AND WE GOT IT! OMGOMGOMG YESYES xDD it so rocked okay. a new whiteboard, can compare w J and L classes le ahahah. and then, when we got it she said something like th school LOVES us so much then they dont mind spending money on us .____. how contradictory. since she was against th idea then dont use th whiteboard lah.

secondly, today th cny deco dropped from th ceiling lah so she was complaining about how we should put it somewhere else but obviously (again), her idea sucks. so we were protesting against her rubbish reasons blahblah that she got mad. she scolded kristel for her attitude. but seriously kristel's attitude towards tchers ar, tsktskk. but hello gwee is th unreasonbale and idiotic one here. i mean, idoitic hhaa.

whee some of us were sort of crazy over Absolute Boyfriend manga! haha its kind of nice! didnt know our class had anime/manga lovers! yay i found manga borrowers alrd : P

by th way, im devastated that i was labelled lame. i dontknow what came over me )': rahhhs im not im not im not im not im notttt LAME. seee my group members influence me :/ not entirely my fault : P

2007-02-05T04:03:00.000-08:00

It keeps pulling me in,
And sadly I don't have a choice.

wells wells. january hasn't been a good month afterall. i flunked all my tests and didn't hand my homework on time. and seriously, i dont even bother to do them please. my file's in sucha mess. I CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO SORT IT RAHHHHH. what a great start hurrrr.

but i shall change. everything will change soon. rahhh hopefully :/ it has been a very busy month, especially w trngs almost everyday.and i predict th upcoming 2 months will be even busier. how sad :/ i can't stand th life im living already. i should buck up yeah?

luckily CNY is coming! whooohooo!, holidays/ angbaos/ new clothes !!! -shrieks wahahaha. i bought most of my newyear clothes alrd! yay im so excited i wanna wear them hahaha. :DD I NEED A BREAK DESPERATELYYYYY.

hmmm i'll look forward to th day when we're out at th movies, w she wearing a skirt. HAHAHA.

2007-02-03T02:27:00.000-08:00

CCA Orientation 2007!

heh heh generally it was quite okay. but i was a little sian. only that i saw someone damn qian bian. and i was in group 2! xDD

was th gamemaster for th first station. w jiayan! hahaha th game we were assigned to was quite boring. erm, maybe not quite :/ i see th other games so fun! rahhhhhhh nvm at least got someone to pei me (:

hmmm aft th games went to join my group for th outdoor one! haha it was quite fun lah. but end up i didn't really eat th food. went macs aft cca! actually there were some squadmates w us but they left early. so i stayed w melody aikching tomoe and nini. aikching was having a bad flu ):

omg you know what, we stayed there for 4 hours chatting can. why didn't our butts rot anyway. hahaha i was really super retarded today. kept doing stupid and irritating things : P hurr took CT8 while 268 was right behind to AMK Hub suggested by Tomoeh Zeh Great. we didn't know CT8 was much more expensive until we went home lah can. one dollar bus ride T.T

hanged arnd AMK Hub. quite sian and very hungry somemore! then a miracle happened. it's quite inconvenient to say it here but thankyou : DD

Though it might have really struck me,
I guess my heart still needs your encouragement and support.

2007-01-31T02:21:00.000-08:00

I need a jacket.

rahhhhhhs. today was freaking freaking cold. from th morning t early afternoon. my hands were super iced kkkk.

冷风吹过 me alot of times tday. especially in th morning on th way t school! surprisingly i saw two familar faces on th bus (i shall not disclose their names : P). how glad i was that Ah 花didn't attempt t trigger another heart attack on me. oh and i saw siewcheng! she was half-dead like me T.T

i was supersupersuper tired okay. my eyes were half-closed most of th time throughout th day. too much of tv at night alright ): my tv ends at around 1.30am ? omg i love RUGRATSSSS ♥♥♥
i shall proclaim my love towards rugrats! i think it's much better than some Tacta in Winx Club lor :/

wore melody's jacket until recess (: i think it's too small for me. NO i'm not fat okay, i must emphasise, I'M NOT FAT D: geog test was, chionging like usual. you know, i realised i do my tests damn slowly. i'm almost always th last one to finish! ):

i hate gwee cause she's ABNORMAL! she forbides us from going to th toilet. our bladders got problem cannot issit! let nature takes its course you dodo! hmph and she tries t outtalk us!

今天没有收获 ): only a truckload of chocolate xD okay not truckload but whatever. hahaha jiexiiiii ♥♥

yay tmr got home econs! chicken sth! (:

2007-01-29T04:42:00.000-08:00

Over ?
~~If only,~~

so much so long so antagonising. relief turns into confusion ? i know im not making sense but whatever.

~~i give up.~~

okay so sec 1 orientation on sat! so means friday no cca = go home sleep and slack! whoohoo! but sat gotta wake up early! D: sian lah, but we're having games!! hopefully it'll be super fun. and we're going outdoors! like for th first, and th last time hahaha.

we changed places again. im sitting w melissa and yam jia hui. okay yam jia hui's still there :/ but whatever lah. melissa's okay (: but i'll miss tracy. ZZZZ. hope she likes her new seat.

EEYERRR cy sitting behind beside me lah. not that im biased against her but its like, she's like super super autistic can. i dont like autistic people please. TALKKKKKK. but if talk too much then will kena scolded and change seats again. i dont want change anymore !!

i dont like gwee teo and seah ): nath's okay but.. she doesn't like me. pan lao hates me too. im such a irritant towards teachers. they all complain about me. UGH.

tomorrow melody will be super surprised and shocked. like, SUPER. cause... HAHA ! we'll take a photo of it! (:

2007-01-24T02:21:00.000-08:00

Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
So complicated.

well well it's been quite long since i blogged. hmmm 4 days ? thats quite long for me lor. i feel so out-dated all of a sudden.

seriously, this week's supersuper bad and unhappy okay. it's so so screwed. sighs )': whywhywhy! i never thought that would ever happen. but apparently you already proved us wrong. how complicated humans can get. like how i screwed my first test of th year. stupid maths paper, put all th hard qns infront and those simple ones behind stalling time hur. and it's not that i dont know how t do lor! i haven't even attempt them yet DDD:

i think i really suck. like, alot. why dont you just tell me that i suck so i'll feel better ? i feel so freaking inferior like wthwth !!!! okay, i really should not feel that way because i'll just worsen things. i must not be th source of misery and unhappiness. though still..

oh and before i forget, juniors are coming this week.

stiffen that upper lip up little lady,

2007-01-20T22:22:00.000-08:00

OHMAAAAAAGAWDDDDDD :P

ahaha yesyes aikching's has mastered th bimbotic way of omg. so freaky. sounds so much like shirley. hahaha.

i admire her for her patience (: 30mins eh! i'd be grumbling like dno what alrd hahaha. combed th whole of causeway but in vain. stupid Winx Club section took us sooooo much of our time. and yay! finally a blue straw! no blue pepper but blue straw (:

and another exciting night! and my 默契 w aikching is getting better ! heh heh heh : DDD

everlasting byebyes (x

i cant believe i paid more for a not-so-helpful seventeen mag ! RAHHHHHH SCREW MY SIS. >:C teenage better lor, at least more suitable for childish me :/ yayness im buying new year clothes soon! so happy ! : DDDDD but budget so bloody low.

zzzzzz.

HAHAH MAUREEN WANTS ME T BUY HER FLOWERS ON HER CONCERT DAY. I SHALL NOT GO AND BUY HER FLOWERS. she never bought me any anyway. i shall not even go support her. since she always waste my phone bills.

i havent did my homework yet D: dont feel like anyway. so bloody anonying. and blue bra's gonna accompany me t sch tmr! YAY : DD haha blue bra rockssssssss.

so random :

2007-01-19T21:48:00.001-08:00

ii lUrbxx Fairprice Xtra :/

yeah it's so fun lor. went macs aft cca ytd. crapped lots and made a rukuss at macs :/ haha but still it's quite fun. and i love my bubble teaaaa :D

wanted t go home aft that but somehow went t fairprice xtra instead. what a brilliant idea. WOW it's damn fun can :/ hahaha esplanade's like muchmuch better (: oh anws we realise that someone has got spliting personality that her body's at ntuc while her soul's at macs. cool eh? (:

tday's th seniors' poc! i've been slacking all day on th comp hah i wonder how issit like over there. and juniors are coming next week! yaye cause cca would be much slacker! so that we wont scare them (: we're so nicee we wont eat them up. HAHHHHHA.

but still, i dont really like th idea of juniors. oh wells, maybe they'll be nice heh. maybe they wont know i exsist in sj until minicomp. oh maybe until i pass out. hahaha. i wanna go out !! but i'm brokeeeee howwww.
whoots lot's of people's birthdays coming ! ^^

2007-01-18T05:50:00.000-08:00

Cause the scars run so deep it's been hard
But I have to believe, have a little patience

anyway i wanna thank gwyneth for this song. i admit im kuku enough not t know this song earlier. but still thanks lots! (:

felt so emo suddenly when mel and nat talked t me. everyone kind of having an emo day? sighs. i dontknow but i think i'd enough of faking th happiness.

think th only thing that makes me quite happy and excited is trainings ? though i never admited t that. i feel quite secure and happy during trngs at sometimes.

Cause I need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I'm still healing just try and have a little patience,

2007-01-17T00:17:00.000-08:00

Trngtrngtrnggggggggzxzxzxzx.

hah i dontknow why im blogging about trngs :/ it's weird though, not that i love them but actually there's nothing much gng on in sch except trngs. school's getting boringgggggggggg D:

hmmm had two trngs so far. it's was quite okay, quite different from mcomp trngs. like nobody is snatching th sj room anymore so th atmosphere is reallyreally still. and it's much sianner and shorter trng times. hah but guess soon it'll be very hectic when comp's nearing. AND we spent like alot of time crapping and laughing ! sometimes it's quite retarded and funny. like marching in a circle ?? omg lah lol.

jesmine tan's creative way of training : P

went army market w aikching and melody aft trng ytd! haha talked quite alot of trngs and STUFF. definitely not gossiping : P hahaha took bus back but miss a stop ): so went t th esplanade instead. hahah th atmosphere's super nice kkkk. like roaming arnd esplanade wearing sch uniform at 8plus at night w two sqdmates. SERIOUSLY it's damn weird but very fun lah so NAIRMIND (hahs) !

tday school's superrr sian. wanted t pon school tday but carmen's taking bus w me! (: so for th sake of her (HAHA) i went t school lo. but i was unexpectedly high today. 2 maths period spent roaming arnd sch w a gang of people. haha, quote gang. then ayu and i accompanied tracy t buy her farenheit album (: she no response one lorrrrrrrrrr. HEH HEH HEHHHHHH LOLLIPOP ! :D

2007-01-14T00:26:00.000-08:00

Guess i'll be a grouchy senior.

okay firstly, i cant log into msn ! D: GRRR i've been dc-ing for th past hour alrd ! zzzz but i wont say that msn hates me because, msn dont (: msn loves me : D

HAHAHA whatever!

okay yes. i think i dislike th secones quite alot, in general lah. most that i've encounted are super rude and anonying. well not as if im a guai and nice junior to start with. but at least i think im better than them? D:

SORRY LAH. maybe some are like nicer and better, but i think my jnrs most prob will AP me? even if they had no choice but t AP me, they better be TALL. i can't stand short people giving stupid attitude t people who are taller. TOO BAD xDDD

actually, im kind of excited t know how my jnrs would be like. though i know it won't be very good. so at th same time, im dreading their presence. but if they are nice, i dont mind! so hopefully there will be nice ones t prove me wrong. heard they're coming next week alrd ?
THAT'S FAST.

ANYWAY, my point is, since i can't really stand rude people, i think my jnrs wil hate me. i'll probably be detested in their squad. seriously i got a strong sense that would prob happen. ughhhsss im thinking too much. :/

btw, i haven't touched my homework haha! been slacking th whole day omgggg. better start soon ! next week'd be quite busy alrd since trngs starting. melody and i hopefully wish that we wont be stoning all th while :/

thinking of ff8 makes me excited : DDDDDDDD

2007-01-13T02:37:00.000-08:00

Maybe i've got STM.

zzzzz i think i'm very blur. like slow minded and also short term memory! D: like alot of instances can support my inference ytd lah !

while during recess w jasmine nat and melody (since th others were having guides stuff), i bought socks (yay!) then i thought i lost them when i walked away w melody.

okay ltr about th socks thing, went t buy biscuit w melody then saw HER! umm for th second time HAHA! think we're getting quite sensitive of her presence already. okay back t th socks thing.

JASMINE AND NATALIE ACTUALLY HID MY SOCKS! and jasmine/natalie was like, brenda i thought you bought socks? then i actually rmbed and panicked! panicked while in mind of th sudden apearance of her. then went t find my socks at th canteen table whr we sat. erps THEY TRICKED ME! evilevil D: felt so stupid aft they told me th truth.

ZZZZZZZZ.

and another thing is after cca took mrt back home w aikching and kristel. then walked out of th mrt door without my 1.5l (hey i need it alot okay! i have none at home already!) ! then was walking a few steps before i realised i'd forgotten t take. then ran outside th door and like stupidly gave a shocking face! blah bet they were like laughing throughout th whole journey :/

i feel so stupid and blur! and BLIND too, since many many times i couldny see properly without my spectacles. and which i dont wear them. like her sudden appearance also. I CANNOT SEE ANYTHING FAR AWAY! i'm slow minded and i think i got stm already! shit how! ): ):

sighs next time your must remind me okay! and lead th blur and slow me ._.

anyways cca was quite tough ytd. yup no pt though! :DDDDD but still, it's tough cause of th punishments! our legs were like trembling quite voilently lah can! it's not exagerrated fyi. and i still can't believe i cried aft lifting my leg 90deg (or so) for 6mins! they were tears of happiness okay! not that im scared or something. i thought i'd fail lah but haha i didnt (:

yup then went t tauhuay shop and was laughing half of th whole time. maybe three-quarter, but whatever. then took a lift from melody's car w clarissa aikching and kristel (:

2007-01-11T06:00:00.000-08:00

I was never easily influenced, okay.

okay great it's like 10pm now and i havent done my homework. so think gotta make things short.

wed! stayed back w recess people minus yitong plus sher and kristel for some guides stuff. erm secone interviews lah. hahah again, im not betraying sj! spent quite a long time running arnd in sch then kristel went missing. haha okay nvm she just went back home unknowingly. erm then ltr stayed in 2T clsrm and sang campfire songs! haha most i dont know how t do and sing cause i was never good at them lah. but nevermind get t high w them. later talktalktalk haha! umm shant blog it out here lah. some of them think too far then something happened. okay i know you find this uninteresting lah but heck. yuppp then had alotta fun. took photo!

thurs! umm wanted t go popular at j8 w natalie and melody t buy those missing books. but erm apparently nat's having band so went with melody since she lives at bishan. (: haha okay it was total crap didnt get t buy any books but talked alot. like walking arnd in j8 in circles, rectangles whatever! had alot of fun! hahah cant be described here lah. just spent th whole day talking talking. then.. bumped into __ ! so so so unexpected and like, shocked! hahaha laughed like i dont know what also. but it's very very fun today. (: yup with rachael also, th laughy laughy girl who haha laughed for th whole lunch : P

i think my post's very disorganised, but heck lah. really had much fun today (: but feeling shitty now because of something, that's sad lah. but still haha yup melody's also a very very nice person t talk t! cca tmr .... changing parade :X

2007-01-09T00:32:00.000-08:00

I never once fufilled my wishes.

ehhhhs our First Footdrill Session for 2007 was sucha complete failure! it sucked totally. we were like damn stoned )': so we kept pumping and pumping, and hantaing and hantaing. sighs did no proper drill. WE EVEN RAN ARND TH NBALL COURT SINGING TH HANTA CHEER AS PUNISHMENT ):

i guess this' cause we haven't did proper footdrill for very long already. so hopefully this thursday would be better. oops and trng's gna start next week! hopefully, it'll be fun like those mcomp trngs last year (dont know what emoticon should i use)..

umm so, had C.lit tday. it was like super boring and super cold. i'm so gonna bring my ice skating gloves t clit lessons next time k. i'm SO gonna bring them. GRRRR. yeah and MAVIS insist that i look like a track girl from NYGH! called sarah lee! i know her! as in, i know she's ching yi's friend! and ching yi told me once about her. but sarah's quite tall i'm tall toooo kkkkk but as in she's real tall! and so, i was called sarahleesarahlee most of th time during sch by dear mavis (: she says i run like her too! obviously not th speed lah so dont roll your eyes. omg this is freaky lah :/

aft sch almost went w tracy t usher th secones t their guides interview! ALMOST! i didn't really dare cause it's so, betraying sj! HAHA im quite loyal one kkkkk. then tracy went t ask one of her snrs if i was allowed t usher too. her snr was like, isn't she from stjohns ? oops so i didn't managed t hide my identity. HAHAHA. umm anyway, t proclaim my loyalty towards SJ, i actually shouted JOIN ST. JOHNS t th secones. but apparently they were more interested in guides. haha WHATEVER :/

end up went home w ruthiee ❤ aww she's still as cute. yeah and on th way encountered some SCARY stuffs. ughhhh D:

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anw cca on fri most probably got changing parade! YIKES. i change like super slow :/ :/ i think i'll be super sucky lahhhhhhh ):

2007-01-08T02:15:00.000-08:00

Picture! (:

hey haha! finally got th picture i took with tracy sher and main on first day of sch! haha shall post it here lah (:

ORIGINAL (:

and then tracy ask me t photoshop th photo. so i attempted. but it wasn't photoshopped, just edited. YAY i think it's nice! next time must take w th recess people (:

EDITED !

okay i know it's not very good but i think it's nice enough. satisfied (:

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yup tmr's year 2007 first footdrill session! kinda dread it but at th same time quite excited. hopefully i won't be late, and i'll pray hard kristel will! (:

MORNING JOG TMR.

YUCKSYUCKSYUCKS !%%^&$#@

2007-01-06T18:57:00.000-08:00

Nursing Footdrill Nursing Footdrill Nursing Footdrill
First Aid ! : DD

hahahah okay that was lame. these two days have been busy with cca and cca fair.

cca was erm quite tough lah, as in i suffer from aches which i usually don't. sighs PT all th way )': and i was so forgetful not t bring 1.5 bottle and slacks ! ZZZZZ but luckily they don't need slacks heh heh heh : P

CCA FAIR NEXT DAY ! woke up late at 630am when im supposed t report at 7am. LMAOS. begged my mom hard if i can take a cab t school. got a harsh lashing :/ yup then reach sch a little early. end up fall in like 715 or so D: okay but i need t pump if im late lah.

then was pumped for my brown hairtie. and oic thinks i DYED MY HAIR. hahaha if only i have th guts (: hmm prepared th fa booth ready then started cca fair! i think those secones might mistake sj as cheer group or something lah. we were like cheering and singing quite some of th time. some secone classes damn impolite lah, watch th footdrill format halfway then zao. it's so sut kkkkk! but then thinking when im in secone, i actually laughed when i saw them doing format :/
LOL IM LIKE WORSE -runs away-

then i got sunburnt on my face! and tan over my body! hope it doesn't wear off so quickly (: then slacked and busied ourselves th whole day. being bandaged and bandaging people. quite fun lah but very tired. :/

okay off t reply tags !

2007-01-03T01:30:00.000-08:00

Hell gate finally reopens
Surprisingly bittersweet.

first day of school ! ): rahhhhhhh it sucks lah okay t be woken up from holiday mood. yeah and due t piaing homework last minute and watching tv at night ytd, i've got obvious dark eye circles lah ! wthwth D:

yeah and 2Purity ! umm school was half sian and half fun !

half sian was before recess because tchers were talkingtalking and nobody bothered really. and i felt so out of place! cause it was just sososo weird.

half fun was when we were supposed t do th stupid lame Inter-Cls Logo comp art thingy. using math stuffs symmetry and toot toot tessellation. DIAOS. but it was fun because tracy i shermaine and jomain were crapping laughing playing and making noises lahhhhhh ! oh shermaine and jomain are new friends i've made ! haha shermaine damn got STYLE lah and jomain's supersupersuper chio ! even gwen agrees ! : DDDDD but obviously you know we don't mean anything crooked.

~~guess we're th noisest in class : P~~ bleahs too bad lah got tracy arnd how quiet can we be ? HEH JKJK (x yeah later took photos using sher's cam ! LOLS haha felt so weird lah taking pictures like nobody's watching. yep later w yitong gwen and some of us just chatted and chatted lah about low belts and socks and pinafores. LOL.

hmmm so school was kinda fun. laughed alot. but quite sian also. some people are really nice in 2p ! oh wells let's see what's more fun and exciting things could happen in our class. i didn't really get t know alot of them but yeah i think it's a good start hmmm ? (:

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aft sch wanted t go home w natalie and mel ! but was pulled, like really pulled by shirley t go 3T (?) for souvenirs making. there was only me shirley xinyi and isabella -.- yeah so i was th only sec one thr how out of place.

later tess and th sec threes came. woah we were decorating th clothes pegs and realsied there were so soso many cockroaches/ nymphs and eggs inside. YUCKS !! made a fuss out of it and end up still managed everything. ZZZZZZZ.

then later shirley and i left earlier. umm walked t yck mrt station ? HAHA ! i never knew it was possible (: can save 45cents leh ! th journey's not very long though. crapped alot on th way haha xD

school reopening was not as bad as i thought i guess (:

2007-01-01T05:58:00.000-08:00

Welcome, 2007 my best friend.

hello 2007 ! you're finalllllyyy here. bye 2006, you've been great. but hopefully 2007 would be better.

actually i dont really have th mood t blog :/ but oh wells it's th new year ! so we need some new year resolutions ! : D

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS : DD

- be happier and more cheerful :D
- better
grades ! :D
- more money ! :DDD
- become a nicernicer person and
meet
nicernicer people (:
- kick th last-min preparation habit
:/
- become more hardworking haha !
- everyone i love t be happy
toooo
(:
- don't grow fat : P

hmmm spent my new year's eve at my maid's birthday party ! haha with joyce and aubrey and her friend dorcas. quite fun lah haha :D then we went with our mom for dinner at some faraway place.

so then aubrey and dorc went for coundown at Esplanade. hmmm me and joyce went back t my house for sleepover ! haha burnt midnight oil piaing homework D: bleahs chem was freaking hard kkkkk. bloody chem paper ! then aubrey and dorc returned at like 1plus. we thought they were kinda early lols. yeah then slept w th aircon (: (super cold though) had a nicenice dream haha ! but obviously i can't say it here. it's just super nice :D yeah then woke up in th morn and pia-ed homework agn. doing homework w joyce is so zzzzzzzz. both dorc and joyce went home.

okay you can tell it's a super long day but i wrote it anyhow. i couldn't care less already. my homework is still left hanging >:CCCCC sighs hate it lah. i wna watch my airplane show ! but heck i gotta do my homework.

ciaos.

2006-12-30T08:30:00.000-08:00

Extremely disgusting.

erps thanks t yingtong and hazel for th info of tchers who's teaching 2p next year. eeeeeeeeeekkkk it grosses me out.

Chinese is our oh so wonderful Mdm Pan Lao. >:CCCCCC

VERY GOOD.

th one who caught me using cell in class (apparently i dontknow how t use without tcher catching unlike th pros i.e gwen and tenna), catches me talk cock in class and thinks im a sucky monitor. and maybe even more.

yeah right whatever. i know im a sucky monitor. but too bad you didn't choose it so you've no right t complain. BLOODY B.

Ughhhhhhhhsss and Shortie Low for History. D-I-S-gusting.

win liao lor.

2006-12-29T21:28:00.000-08:00

Damn bored lah.

lol zhi ming posted his MS CO concert on class blog : O no wonder he kept asking for th blog's pw and user. lol that's very weird though, posting his school concert with him inside. and like always, he's still as stone as ever. ^^

quite entertaining. HAHA. but im still bored lah. haven't finish my homework, haven't haven't ! dwan go t school. BLAH sch's reopening in 3 days ! sighs ): must cherish all th time i have during th hols before its gone !

i wanna change blogskin ! changechangeeeeeee. but there's not really nice blogskins arnd. so, BLAH.

wahaha i love tongzhen (:

2006-12-28T03:43:00.000-08:00

Homeworking with TOH.

yaye finally went t buy books in school ! those that i don't have i mean. lol why do i sounds happy ? i'm not even happy about it lah. gotta travel in th rain making me all wet because i dont have an umbrella. BAHHH !!

yaye bought a new pe tee (: cause i'm in need of a new one. cause i grew taller not fatter, blah maybe i really did grew fatter, but whatever.

yaye met wenjing at j8 t do homework ! was late again (sorry lah) and ate at kfc. did maths thr rahhhhhh. luckily toh's thr t teach me if not i'll go crazy lah. STUPID MATHS DDDDDDDDD: haha took neoprints ! like, they dont look really nice ): bahhh but nvm im with my toh if i'm fugly we'll look fugly together. unfortunately she's much prettier. BLEAH ><

but she keeps complaining she looks ugly in some pictures like WHAT ABOUT ME. haha and yaye again she gave me th lollipop she owes (: and she bought th owed lollipops for cai and tracy too ! :DDD

yaye im yaying cause i wanna cheer myself up. i've t admit im scared of next year. im scared of all th friendship disputes. im scared of frenship failures. im scared that people will dislike/ hate me. im scared i'll dislike/ hate people. im scared of homework tests exams.

but i'll try t accept them, i'll try t like them, i'll try t know them, i'll try t be happy.
everything will turn out alright.
i'll love 2 Purity :D

yaye because i cant access my blog DDD:

2006-12-26T03:17:00.000-08:00

Sec Two.

i'm in 2 PURITY !
same class as tracy kristel sy gwen and yingtong ! :D

how coincidental though. like, all of us are kinda linked together. hmmm and some other people from other class also 2P. hopefully we'll all bond and have fun tgt as TWO PEE ! no matter what i MUST LOVE my class lah no matter what ! :DDD

tday actually went t school t do flyers. checked out th class allocation board and was damn excited lah and called wenjing who's probably half awake and screamed in th phone tgt ! WE DIFFERENT CLASSES LEH )': rahhhhhhhh i'll miss her lah my baby TOH ! she was so anxious that she came t school with tracy t get a glimpse of th board. LOL ! though we'll be separated lah bahhhh but i'll still love her and yes, love my classmates in 2p ! hope she likes her class 2u ! (:

later went out of school and my shoes got flooed by th stupid rain and thus my feet are soaked and they stinked ! so wenjing told me t buy any pair of slippers/ flipflops lah. liked th rainbow coloured one (: but it was size L so it was kinda big. but whatever its just a pair of slippers t replace my shoes :/

met maureen! but i was super late lah ! late by 40mins/ 45 mins/ 1hour ! AAAHH my god took quite some time for maureen t chill. phew ! ate kfc and did homework in bishan lib (: did only a little lor most of th time we were smsing someone and listening t music.

went back t j8 (: lost my hairtie !! like, OMG LAH my hair's super messy and stuff. combed th whole of j8 for a single cheap hairtie but in vain. ZZZZZZ. so hung arnd without tieing my hair ! :XXX i was damn paranoid that people'll look at me weirdly lah. then we took neoprints! :DD haha quite some time since i took them already. LOL I TOOK IT WITH MY HAIR LETDOWN. but it turned out okay.

bahhh !!

I'LL MISS WENJING LOTS ):

2006-12-25T16:23:00.000-08:00

What's my Sec 2 Class lah walao !

lol i'm th only st nicks in my msn contact list t spring up at 8am t check our class lah. and walao they never post lah. DDDDDDDDD:
haha darice came online at like 820 (: well now im appearing offline lah i feel so stupid.

t check your sec 2 class i think is go edu-learn website. err should be http://asknlearn.com/secondary then edu-learn pops out lmaos.

gng t school ltr for sj meeting then t library t chiong homework with maumau (:

2006-12-25T07:38:00.000-08:00

Sec 2 Class Allocation.

haha i nearly forgotten about this until wenjing reminded me. it'll be out on sng web tmr. wonder if anyone will spring up and check on midnight.

im still not scared. (:

2006-12-25T06:42:00.000-08:00

Happy Christmas !

haha i realised i've got 3 posts regarding christmas in all. okay wells (:

hmmm tday went with my mom t Suntec Convention cause her company's exhibiting th dno what Singapore Garden Festival. lols i never heard of that before though. yupp so i went in thru th exhibitor pass, means i no need pay money go for free ! ((: lmaos

i've really nothing t do there and walked arnd. it was effing cold thr even though i was wearing a jacket. haha sms-ed people t entertain me (: i was freaking bored lah okay. took pictures of those gardening scenery stuffs. they were pretty, and cold.

yay bought a cute little doggy stuff toy !! :DD wanted t use it for sqd outing gift exchange but oh wells.. i've taken a liking t it so i'd probably not use for that (: aft that went dinner with my grandma and uncles and mummy and sister lols. at YUM CHA RESTAURANT ! :D

then home. o.O

new year eve who want go out ? : P

2006-12-24T20:55:00.000-08:00

Christmas Eve: Shaman ~~King~~ Queen scores her 2 Strikes !!

haha firstly, MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :DD haha thanks for all th christmas smses, tags and cards ! :DD LOVE YOUR LOTS ! esp tong's e-card ! she hardly write stuff like that t me :D haha walao im damn slow lah it's christmas already and yet i haven't send out my cards, or rather, i haven't write finish. LOL. but shall take it as New Year cards okay so people, WAIT ! : P

okies now i shall blog about yesterday's christmas outing at tampines !

ME MAUREEN YIZUO ZIHENG.
i know it's a damn weird combination lah.. cause alot of people cannot make it so yeah have t make do with that. okay supposed t meet at tampines mrt at 530pm. erps i left my house at around 5pm ? so in order t be punctual i gotta reach tampines from khatib in 30mins. LOLS HOW IS IT POSSIBLE. then i received a call from maureen at arnd 510pm

phonecall with maureen( not exact word by word)
MAU: hello ?
ME: hello yah ??
MAU: where're you now ?
ME: huh i'm still at khatib mrt stn leh. where're you ??
MAU: HUH?! i'm at my tuition centre. why you still at khatib ?! why never take bus leh ??
ME: OH YAH HOR !! oh shit but i alr tap in liao leh how ?? i dont want waste money leh !!
MAU: -silience-
ME: okay nvm i take mrt k. shit lah i think i'll be late lah..
MAU: of course sure you will be damn late.
hangs up

rahhhhhhhhhhhs fine. maureen kept rushing me. what can i do anyway ?? i'm not th driver lols but i know its my fault my fault.. oh and did i mention that th train was DAMN CRAMPED ?!? i almost couldn't get inside but of course, with maureen's nagging in mind, i persevered and squeezed in. was standing almost throughout th ride and finallllyyyyyyyy i reached tampines ! :D at 6pm though lols.

yes finally i met up with them and while walking t th bus interchange, we were stopped by two guys who were trying very hard t convince us t do some crap CIP but in vain. okay then it was damn funny, one of them was like telling me, ' Eh you know you look like this girl leh. I show you her photo.' and he showed me a strip of neoprints and pointed at this oh-so-familar girl. LOLS I RECOGNISED TH SET OF NEOS AND BURSTED ' OMG THATS MY SISTER !!' stunned tio~ then they were like oh no wonder so alike blahblah !! and i remembered his name was called Xiao Peng dont laugh :XX so, under such coincidence, we were forced t sign it lahhhhhhhh walao. not forgetting that maureen and th rest were blaming me D:

reached th int and took bus 18 and reached safra :DDDD me maureen and ziheng got adult looking shoes while yizuo, th tiny little one got kiddy shoes ! HAHAHAHA xDDDDD okay fine he's not tiny and little. played two games ! usually i wouldn't blog th scores out but this time i shall leak out a little bit :D yayy thats because i scored 2 strikes in a game ! :DDDD YAY, ME !

AHAHAHA xDD heh th first strike could be a little cheat because it was damn, you know my turn that time there were no pins and i just blindly bowl and it landed abit near th centre. then i scored a strike. so they were like bu fu qi. :DD
yizuo and ziheng striked too. maureen spared. yizuo did damn badly for his second game and was long ganging all th way! AND HE CHANGED HIS SCORE ! he added 1point LAH WALAO. hahahah and ziheng kept bowling heavy balls like 14pounds o.O th heaviest i bowled was 11pounds (: wahahah we were damn noisy there lahhhh !! kept cheering laughing and doing stupid wtf signs : P i was in a quite vulgar mood yesterday haha :D

end up didn't go towning since it was quite late already so we went t tampines mall and had our dinner in food court. was cam-whoring alllll th way when th guys went t toilet and buy food. AAHH BUT THEY CAUGHT ME IN ACT :XXXXX haha shared noodles with maumau (: forced ziheng t treat us drinks since he treated yizuo. all of us except for maureen took 969 back home since it was quite late already. during th bus ride it was so awkward t sit infront of them (front 4 seats of th bus). so i sat sideways and played games in my handphone. lol later got talk lah then accidentally broke my piglet's hp strap hands :X gave each hand t them and asked them t take good care of them. HAHA :D lame i know..

yayy i love bowling :D yesterday was funfunfun. CHRISTMAS EVE WAS GREAT :D

2006-12-23T19:50:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas Eve !

okay impt stuff here.

Who wants t go bowling & towning with me and maureen today night ?? desperate calls.

if interested please sms me. or tag at my blog lah. don't have t be shy lahhhhh. maybe yizuo alos going. LOLS.

2006-12-23T06:11:00.000-08:00

Behind The Scenes Facts you gotta know.

order: from th oldest to th latest (by date)

1) I lost my OP top and my green toothbrush during class chalet. HAHAHA ! xD i was wondering who would wanna stole my shirt lah. he said it could be mc..walao !!
but my toothbrush i assume i'd forgotten t keep it lah.

Picture taken with me wearing that shirt, no preview of my missing toothbrush though.

2) I chipped my nail twice while bowling yesterday. TWICE. what fuck.

3) I re-downloaded maple and played it! B.I.A :D but err this time it's not addiction type. just play for fun since tong asked me t download.

Me in Tong's bath robe and her head.

4) Joyce finally uploaded th photos i took during chalet with her cam. they were so.. HAHA. but what fuck luck both th slideshow and photobucket is not working !!!!! UGH i've been waiting for it t load like 8357896723905 years already lah walao. seesee now cannot see photos le. i wanted t show it one lah ! ughsssss sorry alyson ):

I'LL SHOW IT NEXT TIME.

2006-12-22T04:53:00.000-08:00

Windows Messenger: me and my VULGAR TONGTONG : DD

haha have been talking t tong for almost 2 hours already! except that i rested for dinner lols. awwwww she's so effing cute : P changed my nick a gazillion times already JUST FOR HER! :DDDD some which are damn hilarious like me and my LAILAI :DD/ me and my LAI TONG ZHEN :DD/ me and my ZHENTONG LAILAI :DD AHAHAHHA !

and she starts bombarding me with curses :XXXXXX wahahah i love you still lah VULGAR TONGTONGTONGTONG QIANGGGGGG~ if you understand what i mean lmao.

most probably will be auditioning with her soon. two boredies.

[edit]
AUDITION-ED WITH AH TONG ! haha it was damn funny okay i created a room at Free chnl waiting for her. she took such a long time t show up. i didn't know her IGN so i was expecting a lvl 3 or 4 t enter my room. it's called me and my LAILAI :D. then suddenly i see a girl character called ellos, lvl 1 who entered th room! stunned tio~ lvl 1 only then she had t train in a free chnl with th hard songs and lvl 8,9 keys.

th first game i had with her, she completely stoned and was crapping. rahhhhh ! okay so end up chose a damn slow bpm one 70bpm lahhhhh. then okay she managed t dance. HAHA!

then her bro also played with me. kaixuan was better than her.. LMAO :XXXXX then haha she lvl-ed ! yayy congrats for advancing t lvl 2 ! : DD and she was singing nursey rhymes like baa baa black sheep while danncing no wonder keep missing...

SCREEN SHOTS !
they don't appear so too bad ! : P
[/edit]

2006-12-22T01:48:00.000-08:00

A walk down the ~~memory~~ bowling lane.

okay haha i shall now write a title for my every post. i think this would be much organised. haha since i'm always so messy >< (though i might be inconsistent and might just stop doing so, well depends on my mood ^^ )

yepp met up with old pals! sheena, tongzhen and whaipeng :DD. few came this time but it was still very fun! met up at yishun mrt. LIKE ALWAYS, tongzhen and i were th latest. when tong and i meet up tgt before we go we were always late haha! but this time its tongzhen's fault. she wanted t act dua pai jkjk..

took th shuttle bus there t OCC. th bus was quite small but it was still alright, not as bad as how whaipeng described lol. on th way we were discussing about next year's CNY if we should go visist chongfu since Mdm Chia was gng t retire already T.T end up we still wanna vist lah, for th sake of our friends! :DD

okay then headed t th bowling centre. LOL thr were so many youngsters! ALL PROS! unlike us.. so we booked 2 games, th last alley of all far faraway from all th pros. we felt so inferior lah..
we were quite horrible bowlers. okay maybe not us but me only. RAHH !! !#$%^&@ whaipeng was quite good though ! we long gang-ed quite a nimber of times. still, th scores will be kept secret...

then t northpoint for our lunch. yeah lunch, a plate of char siew rice with a bowl of soup costing 4bucks. HAHA. it wasn't filling but we weren't hungry anyway. went t th bus interchange and rushed for bus 812. th way we ran was so unglam (haha benita!).. OH YES AND TH BUS STINKED. like some shit or something. haha then we talked about Mr. Tok ! okay actually was his wife Mrs Tokky. ((: then stopped infront of CCHY and saw anna! haha and i shouted ANNA a few times then she heard. lol abit retarded luh she, and then she replies with " Eh hello. Why your here ??"

okay whatever. i mean those crap. th main point is we went t sheena's house aft lunch. LOL. then joanna came. sheena flashed all her pirated/ non-pirated vcds and we were decisive about which one t watch. haha whaipeng is so picky! choose choose then end up i wanted t watch Day After Tomorrow then okay lor watched that. LOL. haha it was a exciting movie! i asked whaipeng and sheena alot of stupid/ silly qns during th whole time luh! and i can tell they were quite dumbfounded at some of them. teeheehee th power of brenda's curious mind ^^

yayy then ltr ate chips and played a boardgame. dno what name was is but it started with a C. that boardgame was quite different from others though. much more challenging and fun. like we gotta solve word problems, maths (eeek) and charades-like stuffs! had a great time! :DDD aft that we were taking random photos of each other using our phones. okay not me and joanna since our phone has no cameras. they just anyhow take photos lor.

yepp then went home! i was locked out of my house cause my maid went t th market. so i sms-ed two people in hope that they can entertain me. however t my disappointment nobody replied! how devastating. lol hen my maid came home lah then one of them replied me liao. stone~

ooh christmas in 2 days! most probably i'll be alone with my mom, or least likely i'll be hanging out. too bad lor i so unpopular no one wants t ask me out. actually got date (dont xiang yy) liao but practically there's nothing t do except for spending money going out shop. I DONT WANT SPEND MONEY LAH. chalet spend enough liao..

this christmas not special one ):

2006-12-20T23:32:00.000-08:00

well.

i realised somethng. i've been such out of date.

reallly.

still it makes me sad though. i'll buck up k ! and i'll be back :D

i will [:

2006-12-20T22:13:00.000-08:00

omggggg

i realised i posted th lyrics twice ! rahhhh anyway i del le ! hmmm been writing x'mas cards T.T must appreciate it HOR. :D teeheeheeeee i dont really like 2006 though so hope for a better year-- 2007 ! :DDD

but i dont mean 2006 is not nice. it is, just that i dont really like only. (:

yays tmr's bowling ! and sheena's house ! quite little people though ): nvmnvm shall plan a gathering someday whr thr's a house of people ! PARTYY~

ooh talking about that i'm excited about CNY 07 ! its on like 18-19 of feb. T.T still so long ...
but NEW CLOTHES & ANGBAOS are my motivation ! YESSS !!

aww how i love my blog song [:

2006-12-19T22:15:00.000-08:00

YAYYYY !

i managed t escape from my boss' clutches ! gave excuses that i'll be coming on fri instead. but friday most probbly some of us will be going out t have fun ! whoopee ! but still not confirmed yet due t everyone's free/ busy times ):

anyway i posted cause i want t post th blog song lyrics ! (: sorry i couldn't find english translation sighs ): but nvm still can sing alone HAHA :DD however who has th english translation of this song must tell me k!

Song: Shissou

Artist: Last Alliance

Gosen mairu hashitte, Iki wo kirashite
Adorenarin hiyaku littoru, go tai subete furu kadou

Koko made kureba iidarou? Doko made ga OK?
Machi wo irodoru kigi wa moyou gae kurkaeshiteru

Kawari hateta irosa, Kawarenai yowasa
Ima koko ni iru jibun wo shinjitai

Migi te hidari te furikaza shite yami wo kirisaite GO!
Itsuwariwa naize, Kakugo kimeteruze
Staato kitta sono shunkan kara sekai wa hirogarusa

Mabataki wo kurikaesu furuku iro aseta,
Gaitou ni michibikare itsumo no kaeri chi wo yuku

Sabireta machi ni natsukashii kaze ga fuki
Oikaze ni natte senaka osunda

Namida kareru made sono akirame mune ni shimatte STOP!
Gooru wa naize, Orikaeshi mo naize
Kaze wo kitte kake nukeru kagiri nai shisshou

Let's return those bitter days akete minaika?
Yume tojikometa Pandora no hako wo

Sente gote dochira tote koma susumeriya banji OK!
Yasundemo iize, Orewa shitteruze
Koko made no purosesu sorega kimi no akashisa

Migi te hidari te furikaza shite yami wo kirisaite GO!

:D

SING ALONG xP

2006-12-19T21:19:00.000-08:00

whooooooo finally i can get t blog ! i dontknow why blogger these days just dont work. always encounter problems while loading.

zzzzzzz.

oh haha 6 GRA CLSCHALET ! it was over for a few days already still i didn't blog about it. okay it simply rocked. like, IT WAS SO EFFING NICE. especially during th night. we played like siao (though quite tired at th end) :DD aaahhhh it was really wonderful luh ! aftnoon we started fire and only bbq-ed in th evening, then alot of things happened like being locked out of th rooms by th boys :/ at night then we gathered in one chalet and say ghost stories about schs ! played cards and xbox RAW ! actually thr's too many t blog about so for details about it you can go t maureen's blog ! with pictures too xD yes and all my candid shots...

okay well changed blogskin twice in these two days. i used a shaman king one but end up i dontreally like it so changed this one ! th designer create nice skins haha (: and im putting up a jap anime song ! okay maybe it wasn't purely for anime only but still. btw th anime is called Ouran High School Host Club ! th other anime im watching currently besides Shaman King ! ouran is damn hilarious :DDD

hmmm was supposed t go t sch for meeting tday but i overslept :XXXXX rah whatever then shall use th comp longlongggg. eh cannot ltr gotta go jurong return stock ! me alone only ): joyce and jialing lor still at band camp ! sighs how saddening i dont even know how t go thr myself. but i can't pangseh th boss right.

2006-12-11T02:15:00.000-08:00

went t school and paint th banner ! wooooow it's seriously hard work, besides there's only like 7 of us (or so). paint paint paint, got th paintbrushes dirty and so we washed th freaking dirty brushes. end up got scolded by you-know-who and we scrubbed at somewhr else. walao joan and my hands were like so effing dirty that nothing at that time can clean it. RAHH ! then more and more people left for their personal stuffs and we were quite short-handed. mel they all took quite a long time t buy th paint and end up we were painting like mad. th banner was quite messy... but from afar it really looked pretty ! heh [: then our hands and legs all kena paint and gotta use th thinner t wash it off. at first it was quite cooling but aft that IT WAS FREAKING PAIN OKAY ! but no choice we gotta tolerate it, thinner is th only solution.

finally most th paint were cleaned already. it took like damn long. and i almost got disfigured in th face cause i wanted t use th thinner t wash th paint on my face. which thinner is apparently an acid :/ luckily kristel they all stopped me in time ! but still, tday's quite fun. but not th scrubbing part man. it seriously hurt badly. oh and natalie pangsehed me ! very good natalie ! haha but since im so nice i shall not pursue th matter. jkjk (: NEXT TIME DONT PANGSEH ME AGAIN HOR. ):

yay i finallllllllly got th pictures from wenjing ! i uploaded those nicer ones on my frienster so your can view thr (: YAYYYY but im damn ugly luh rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! WENJING ~ oh oh did i mention im very addicted t Shaman King OST ? IT'S FREAKING NICEEEEE :D :D :D if your want t listen your can ask me on msn i can send them t you ! FRALALAS

I LOVE LIFE ! :D (i hardly said that)

2006-12-09T23:14:00.000-08:00

finally a new skin for th class ! but eh think it's life span would be very short haha ! anyway we'll be taking lots of picts during th chalet [:

oh watched two vcds which my sister borrowed. just my luck and she's the man ! haha she's th man really very funny hahaha ! [:

im back t watching shaman king again ! wooooow it's damn cool luhs ! I WANT TO BE A SHAMAN TOO AHAHA ! :D :D my desktop bg, friendster prof also shaman king lehs teeheehee [:

wl asshole. pms what fuck luh. RAHHHHHH !!

5 more days t chalet !

2006-12-07T08:38:00.000-08:00

tday is another unfruitful day, whatever th word is. >:C rahhhhh it's only that my friends are helping me buy! thankyou t those who bought/buying for me [: love you guys lots wahaha

heh aft that i went t celebrate my mom's brithday with my sister too! ate western cuisine and yea shopped arnd for awhile. took photos :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMIE ! :D :D

still as happy as long we're together [:

p.s: i changed my friendster profile th third time for 5 days?
http://friendster.com/bitterswt loves (:

2006-12-05T05:01:00.000-08:00

NOOB ENTERPRENUER.

cls chalet is like 9 days away ! am i supposed t be excited or ? rahhhhhhhh.

2006-12-02T23:45:00.000-08:00

yo hello ! went t wenjing's house yesterday t do our homework. HAH. we were playing most of th time. hmmm i was doing my maths (eeeek) and wenjing was doing her chinese. how unbelivable right ! i did maths cause i can ask her if i need any help, unlike at home when no one's willing t help me. besides, aubrey's studying for her tests. haha it was quite fun at her house ! yes i realise both of us are very different ! but nevermind, i <3 her still heh !

by th way, when i alighted from th bus i saw kelly neo lmao. i think she saw me too, but didnt want t acknowledge that lol. :X

yes now im out again ! at my mom's office rotting away. its so damn boring ! used th comp and was surfing th net and realised there were so many shopping blogs around. it's kinda crazy. but fun t look at too :D but nothing beats really shopping at th malls. i wanna ask my mom t buy me clothes !! )': )': )': )': ....

ohhhh and class chalet's date is changed ! gotta inform everyone again. but still i myself havent confirm whether i wanna go or not.. bleaughs

i'm off ! :D

2006-12-01T06:14:00.000-08:00

I CUT MY HAIR.

now that ive got a shorter frindge, it seriously looks weird. probably i'd receive comments from other people.

aiyah walao ! zzzzz

wooots and i realised something. there's me mentioned in every post of natalie's blog ! WHOOHOO SHE LVOES ALOT EH [: dont be jealous people. im loved most of them time :D

wahahaha ! how spas can i get :P

(and most probably i'll see wenjing tmr ! hoping hoping ! :D)