haiis .
today was supposedly t be a nice day
but it wasn't in the end

science fair at science centre was fun
i loved the 'amazing race' thnigy and the exhibit games
then we're back at the bus t stnicholas
on the way 1grace went crazy
gng there, we play concentration
back t sch, we played bomb !
and keep woo-ing aft we got our answers correct each time.
we bombed sushilla !!
hahah it goes like this
' 1 Grace bomb , 1 Grace bomb,
1 Grace bomb to SUSHI BOMB !'
hahah so funny !
then sushilla replied and bombed the 9 1Hope girls in the bus
they dint replied --"
okay not fun
but sushilla ACTUALLY REPLIED US !
hahaha =D

back t school
assembled in our own classroom
played and chatted noisily in class
when suddenly wenjing told me something sad
it was rumoured that mrs sushilla was gng t leave us, we asked her but she denied.
now the truth lies in front of us -- she's leaving in term 3
whats more, its in the first week, 4July, her birthday
she's gna turn 60 by then
so she had t retire
i was like stunned and shocked.
cried a little, so did wenjing.
ltr, our chi reps talked abt the SEA grp thingy
then the grping made us all mad !
i kinda shouted at kristel's grp for not giving in
but im sorry now
then i was quite angry and very sad that i cried
but of cos, i hid it well.
still, some ppl knew.
we took a cls photo with mrs sushilla a few minutes ltr.
it was supposed t be a happy thing
but i felt sad and was brimming with tears
so i smiled quite reluctantly but was also very happy that we're taking a cls photo
with our form tcher-- mrs sushilla
so ltr mrs sushilla left...
and we asked the rest of us t stay back
and announced the her leaving
we got emotional and cried
cried our lungs out.
we were very very sad and regretful
yet there were a few ppl who dint care and was like
' cry for what ? '
i cant believe it
sushilla must really felt sad... becos she knw our cls had some problems
it was her who touched us
it was her nice stories and tales that inspired and spuured us on
now that she was leaving
most of us cried
ltr, more and more ppl left.
some of us stayed in the empty classroom.
cant stop crying..
tingting was crying convulsively.
which i never had expected.
it was so saddening..
it always happen this way
cherish only when we lost it
then, whats left was only an empty classroom, me and wenjing
it rained heavily
we walked out of the school rushing in the rain
the atmosphere was saddening too.
now we have barely a week to spend our last days with her
we've came so long and so far
yet time flies so quickly.
now its the fixth month, gng t the sixth
and soon, mrs sushilla will leave the teaching career
sadly or happily ?
i dont know.
i was entrusted the mission of turing the class to peace
am i able t do it, without her never-ending concern and encouragement ?
with our new form tcher in term 3 ?
til now, she said nothing about it
she ddint want us to feel sad for her
we've lost her, forever.
and sooner or later, i hope not, she will pass away
but she had exp much in life alr
and touched people's lives.
i guess she wont regret
but i know, shes sad too
she hurt.

but we lost it all
and we cant go back

* will post photos next time