sighs

i hate myself for being so weak
i'd always 'called' myself as a strong, firm person .

but all these while i'd been deceving myself
im not at all strong.
im faking all along

the truth is that -
im indecisive, weak person
i've always been like that
esepcially when i came t stnicks
i became weaker
i cry more often.

what's wrong
sometimes i really envy her
she could keep her emotions t herself so well
so well that i never thought she would feel this way
hey, __ if you're reading this
i hope you'll cherish her more
though i doubt you'll see anyway.

i think there's someting wrong with my tear glands
yeah fix them for me doc ?
dontwant t cry anymore
it's a sad world outside.