I need a jacket.

rahhhhhhs. today was freaking freaking cold. from th morning t early afternoon. my hands were super iced kkkk.

冷风吹过 me alot of times tday. especially in th morning on th way t school! surprisingly i saw two familar faces on th bus (i shall not disclose their names : P). how glad i was that Ah 花didn't attempt t trigger another heart attack on me. oh and i saw siewcheng! she was half-dead like me T.T

i was supersupersuper tired okay. my eyes were half-closed most of th time throughout th day. too much of tv at night alright ): my tv ends at around 1.30am ? omg i love RUGRATSSSS ♥♥♥
i shall proclaim my love towards rugrats! i think it's much better than some Tacta in Winx Club lor :/

wore melody's jacket until recess (: i think it's too small for me. NO i'm not fat okay, i must emphasise, I'M NOT FAT D: geog test was, chionging like usual. you know, i realised i do my tests damn slowly. i'm almost always th last one to finish! ):

i hate gwee cause she's ABNORMAL! she forbides us from going to th toilet. our bladders got problem cannot issit! let nature takes its course you dodo! hmph and she tries t outtalk us!

今天没有收获 ): only a truckload of chocolate xD okay not truckload but whatever. hahaha jiexiiiii ♥♥

yay tmr got home econs! chicken sth! (:

Over ?
If only,

so much so long so antagonising. relief turns into confusion ? i know im not making sense but whatever.

i give up.

okay so sec 1 orientation on sat! so means friday no cca = go home sleep and slack! whoohoo! but sat gotta wake up early! D: sian lah, but we're having games!! hopefully it'll be super fun. and we're going outdoors! like for th first, and th last time hahaha.

we changed places again. im sitting w melissa and yam jia hui. okay yam jia hui's still there :/ but whatever lah. melissa's okay (: but i'll miss tracy. ZZZZ. hope she likes her new seat.

EEYERRR cy sitting behind beside me lah. not that im biased against her but its like, she's like super super autistic can. i dont like autistic people please. TALKKKKKK. but if talk too much then will kena scolded and change seats again. i dont want change anymore !!

i dont like gwee teo and seah ): nath's okay but.. she doesn't like me. pan lao hates me too. im such a irritant towards teachers. they all complain about me. UGH.

tomorrow melody will be super surprised and shocked. like, SUPER. cause... HAHA ! we'll take a photo of it! (:

Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
So complicated.

well well it's been quite long since i blogged. hmmm 4 days ? thats quite long for me lor. i feel so out-dated all of a sudden.

seriously, this week's supersuper bad and unhappy okay. it's so so screwed. sighs )': whywhywhy! i never thought that would ever happen. but apparently you already proved us wrong. how complicated humans can get. like how i screwed my first test of th year. stupid maths paper, put all th hard qns infront and those simple ones behind stalling time hur. and it's not that i dont know how t do lor! i haven't even attempt them yet DDD:

i think i really suck. like, alot. why dont you just tell me that i suck so i'll feel better ? i feel so freaking inferior like wthwth !!!! okay, i really should not feel that way because i'll just worsen things. i must not be th source of misery and unhappiness. though still..

oh and before i forget, juniors are coming this week.


stiffen that upper lip up little lady,

OHMAAAAAAGAWDDDDDD :P

ahaha yesyes aikching's has mastered th bimbotic way of omg. so freaky. sounds so much like shirley. hahaha.

i admire her for her patience (: 30mins eh! i'd be grumbling like dno what alrd hahaha. combed th whole of causeway but in vain. stupid Winx Club section took us sooooo much of our time. and yay! finally a blue straw! no blue pepper but blue straw (:

and another exciting night! and my 默契 w aikching is getting better ! heh heh heh : DDD

everlasting byebyes (x



i cant believe i paid more for a not-so-helpful seventeen mag ! RAHHHHHH SCREW MY SIS. >:C teenage better lor, at least more suitable for childish me :/ yayness im buying new year clothes soon! so happy ! : DDDDD but budget so bloody low.

zzzzzz.



HAHAH MAUREEN WANTS ME T BUY HER FLOWERS ON HER CONCERT DAY. I SHALL NOT GO AND BUY HER FLOWERS. she never bought me any anyway. i shall not even go support her. since she always waste my phone bills.


i havent did my homework yet D: dont feel like anyway. so bloody anonying. and blue bra's gonna accompany me t sch tmr! YAY : DD haha blue bra rockssssssss.

so random :

ii lUrbxx Fairprice Xtra :/

yeah it's so fun lor. went macs aft cca ytd. crapped lots and made a rukuss at macs :/ haha but still it's quite fun. and i love my bubble teaaaa :D

wanted t go home aft that but somehow went t fairprice xtra instead. what a brilliant idea. WOW it's damn fun can :/ hahaha esplanade's like muchmuch better (: oh anws we realise that someone has got spliting personality that her body's at ntuc while her soul's at macs. cool eh? (:

tday's th seniors' poc! i've been slacking all day on th comp hah i wonder how issit like over there. and juniors are coming next week! yaye cause cca would be much slacker! so that we wont scare them (: we're so nicee we wont eat them up. HAHHHHHA.

but still, i dont really like th idea of juniors. oh wells, maybe they'll be nice heh. maybe they wont know i exsist in sj until minicomp. oh maybe until i pass out. hahaha. i wanna go out !! but i'm brokeeeee howwww.
whoots lot's of people's birthdays coming ! ^^

Cause the scars run so deep it's been hard
But I have to believe, have a little patience

anyway i wanna thank gwyneth for this song. i admit im kuku enough not t know this song earlier. but still thanks lots! (:

felt so emo suddenly when mel and nat talked t me. everyone kind of having an emo day? sighs. i dontknow but i think i'd enough of faking th happiness.

think th only thing that makes me quite happy and excited is trainings ? though i never admited t that. i feel quite secure and happy during trngs at sometimes.

Cause I need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I'm still healing just try and have a little patience,

Trngtrngtrnggggggggzxzxzxzx.

hah i dontknow why im blogging about trngs :/ it's weird though, not that i love them but actually there's nothing much gng on in sch except trngs. school's getting boringgggggggggg D:

hmmm had two trngs so far. it's was quite okay, quite different from mcomp trngs. like nobody is snatching th sj room anymore so th atmosphere is reallyreally still. and it's much sianner and shorter trng times. hah but guess soon it'll be very hectic when comp's nearing. AND we spent like alot of time crapping and laughing ! sometimes it's quite retarded and funny. like marching in a circle ?? omg lah lol.

jesmine tan's creative way of training : P

went army market w aikching and melody aft trng ytd! haha talked quite alot of trngs and STUFF. definitely not gossiping : P hahaha took bus back but miss a stop ): so went t th esplanade instead. hahah th atmosphere's super nice kkkk. like roaming arnd esplanade wearing sch uniform at 8plus at night w two sqdmates. SERIOUSLY it's damn weird but very fun lah so NAIRMIND (hahs) !

tday school's superrr sian. wanted t pon school tday but carmen's taking bus w me! (: so for th sake of her (HAHA) i went t school lo. but i was unexpectedly high today. 2 maths period spent roaming arnd sch w a gang of people. haha, quote gang. then ayu and i accompanied tracy t buy her farenheit album (: she no response one lorrrrrrrrrr. HEH HEH HEHHHHHH LOLLIPOP ! :D

Guess i'll be a grouchy senior.

okay firstly, i cant log into msn ! D: GRRR i've been dc-ing for th past hour alrd ! zzzz but i wont say that msn hates me because, msn dont (: msn loves me : D

HAHAHA whatever!

okay yes. i think i dislike th secones quite alot, in general lah. most that i've encounted are super rude and anonying. well not as if im a guai and nice junior to start with. but at least i think im better than them? D:

SORRY LAH. maybe some are like nicer and better, but i think my jnrs most prob will AP me? even if they had no choice but t AP me, they better be TALL. i can't stand short people giving stupid attitude t people who are taller. TOO BAD xDDD

actually, im kind of excited t know how my jnrs would be like. though i know it won't be very good. so at th same time, im dreading their presence. but if they are nice, i dont mind! so hopefully there will be nice ones t prove me wrong. heard they're coming next week alrd ?
THAT'S FAST.

ANYWAY, my point is, since i can't really stand rude people, i think my jnrs wil hate me. i'll probably be detested in their squad. seriously i got a strong sense that would prob happen. ughhhsss im thinking too much. :/

btw, i haven't touched my homework haha! been slacking th whole day omgggg. better start soon ! next week'd be quite busy alrd since trngs starting. melody and i hopefully wish that we wont be stoning all th while :/

thinking of ff8 makes me excited : DDDDDDDD

Maybe i've got STM.

zzzzz i think i'm very blur. like slow minded and also short term memory! D: like alot of instances can support my inference ytd lah !

while during recess w jasmine nat and melody (since th others were having guides stuff), i bought socks (yay!) then i thought i lost them when i walked away w melody.

okay ltr about th socks thing, went t buy biscuit w melody then saw HER! umm for th second time HAHA! think we're getting quite sensitive of her presence already. okay back t th socks thing.

JASMINE AND NATALIE ACTUALLY HID MY SOCKS! and jasmine/natalie was like, brenda i thought you bought socks? then i actually rmbed and panicked! panicked while in mind of th sudden apearance of her. then went t find my socks at th canteen table whr we sat. erps THEY TRICKED ME! evilevil D: felt so stupid aft they told me th truth.

ZZZZZZZZ.

and another thing is after cca took mrt back home w aikching and kristel. then walked out of th mrt door without my 1.5l (hey i need it alot okay! i have none at home already!) ! then was walking a few steps before i realised i'd forgotten t take. then ran outside th door and like stupidly gave a shocking face! blah bet they were like laughing throughout th whole journey :/

i feel so stupid and blur! and BLIND too, since many many times i couldny see properly without my spectacles. and which i dont wear them. like her sudden appearance also. I CANNOT SEE ANYTHING FAR AWAY! i'm slow minded and i think i got stm already! shit how! ): ):

sighs next time your must remind me okay! and lead th blur and slow me ._.

anyways cca was quite tough ytd. yup no pt though! :DDDDD but still, it's tough cause of th punishments! our legs were like trembling quite voilently lah can! it's not exagerrated fyi. and i still can't believe i cried aft lifting my leg 90deg (or so) for 6mins! they were tears of happiness okay! not that im scared or something. i thought i'd fail lah but haha i didnt (:

yup then went t tauhuay shop and was laughing half of th whole time. maybe three-quarter, but whatever. then took a lift from melody's car w clarissa aikching and kristel (:

I was never easily influenced, okay.

okay great it's like 10pm now and i havent done my homework. so think gotta make things short.

wed! stayed back w recess people minus yitong plus sher and kristel for some guides stuff. erm secone interviews lah. hahah again, im not betraying sj! spent quite a long time running arnd in sch then kristel went missing. haha okay nvm she just went back home unknowingly. erm then ltr stayed in 2T clsrm and sang campfire songs! haha most i dont know how t do and sing cause i was never good at them lah. but nevermind get t high w them. later talktalktalk haha! umm shant blog it out here lah. some of them think too far then something happened. okay i know you find this uninteresting lah but heck. yuppp then had alotta fun. took photo!

thurs! umm wanted t go popular at j8 w natalie and melody t buy those missing books. but erm apparently nat's having band so went with melody since she lives at bishan. (: haha okay it was total crap didnt get t buy any books but talked alot. like walking arnd in j8 in circles, rectangles whatever! had alot of fun! hahah cant be described here lah. just spent th whole day talking talking. then.. bumped into __ ! so so so unexpected and like, shocked! hahaha laughed like i dont know what also. but it's very very fun today. (: yup with rachael also, th laughy laughy girl who haha laughed for th whole lunch : P

i think my post's very disorganised, but heck lah. really had much fun today (: but feeling shitty now because of something, that's sad lah. but still haha yup melody's also a very very nice person t talk t! cca tmr .... changing parade :X

I never once fufilled my wishes.

ehhhhs our First Footdrill Session for 2007 was sucha complete failure! it sucked totally. we were like damn stoned )': so we kept pumping and pumping, and hantaing and hantaing. sighs did no proper drill. WE EVEN RAN ARND TH NBALL COURT SINGING TH HANTA CHEER AS PUNISHMENT ):

i guess this' cause we haven't did proper footdrill for very long already. so hopefully this thursday would be better. oops and trng's gna start next week! hopefully, it'll be fun like those mcomp trngs last year (dont know what emoticon should i use)..

umm so, had C.lit tday. it was like super boring and super cold. i'm so gonna bring my ice skating gloves t clit lessons next time k. i'm SO gonna bring them. GRRRR. yeah and MAVIS insist that i look like a track girl from NYGH! called sarah lee! i know her! as in, i know she's ching yi's friend! and ching yi told me once about her. but sarah's quite tall i'm tall toooo kkkkk but as in she's real tall! and so, i was called sarahleesarahlee most of th time during sch by dear mavis (: she says i run like her too! obviously not th speed lah so dont roll your eyes. omg this is freaky lah :/

aft sch almost went w tracy t usher th secones t their guides interview! ALMOST! i didn't really dare cause it's so, betraying sj! HAHA im quite loyal one kkkkk. then tracy went t ask one of her snrs if i was allowed t usher too. her snr was like, isn't she from stjohns ? oops so i didn't managed t hide my identity. HAHAHA. umm anyway, t proclaim my loyalty towards SJ, i actually shouted JOIN ST. JOHNS t th secones. but apparently they were more interested in guides. haha WHATEVER :/

end up went home w ruthiee ❤ aww she's still as cute. yeah and on th way encountered some SCARY stuffs. ughhhh D:

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anw cca on fri most probably got changing parade! YIKES. i change like super slow :/ :/ i think i'll be super sucky lahhhhhhh ):

Picture! (:

hey haha! finally got th picture i took with tracy sher and main on first day of sch! haha shall post it here lah (:














ORIGINAL (:

and then tracy ask me t photoshop th photo. so i attempted. but it wasn't photoshopped, just edited. YAY i think it's nice! next time must take w th recess people (:















EDITED !

okay i know it's not very good but i think it's nice enough. satisfied (:

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yup tmr's year 2007 first footdrill session! kinda dread it but at th same time quite excited. hopefully i won't be late, and i'll pray hard kristel will! (:

MORNING JOG TMR.

YUCKSYUCKSYUCKS !%%^&$#@

Nursing Footdrill Nursing Footdrill Nursing Footdrill
First Aid ! : DD

hahahah okay that was lame. these two days have been busy with cca and cca fair.

cca was erm quite tough lah, as in i suffer from aches which i usually don't. sighs PT all th way )': and i was so forgetful not t bring 1.5 bottle and slacks ! ZZZZZ but luckily they don't need slacks heh heh heh : P

CCA FAIR NEXT DAY ! woke up late at 630am when im supposed t report at 7am. LMAOS. begged my mom hard if i can take a cab t school. got a harsh lashing :/ yup then reach sch a little early. end up fall in like 715 or so D: okay but i need t pump if im late lah.

then was pumped for my brown hairtie. and oic thinks i DYED MY HAIR. hahaha if only i have th guts (: hmm prepared th fa booth ready then started cca fair! i think those secones might mistake sj as cheer group or something lah. we were like cheering and singing quite some of th time. some secone classes damn impolite lah, watch th footdrill format halfway then zao. it's so sut kkkkk! but then thinking when im in secone, i actually laughed when i saw them doing format :/
LOL IM LIKE WORSE -runs away-

then i got sunburnt on my face! and tan over my body! hope it doesn't wear off so quickly (: then slacked and busied ourselves th whole day. being bandaged and bandaging people. quite fun lah but very tired. :/

okay off t reply tags !

Hell gate finally reopens
Surprisingly bittersweet.

first day of school ! ): rahhhhhhh it sucks lah okay t be woken up from holiday mood. yeah and due t piaing homework last minute and watching tv at night ytd, i've got obvious dark eye circles lah ! wthwth D:

yeah and 2Purity ! umm school was half sian and half fun !

half sian was before recess because tchers were talkingtalking and nobody bothered really. and i felt so out of place! cause it was just sososo weird.

half fun was when we were supposed t do th stupid lame Inter-Cls Logo comp art thingy. using math stuffs symmetry and toot toot tessellation. DIAOS. but it was fun because tracy i shermaine and jomain were crapping laughing playing and making noises lahhhhhh ! oh shermaine and jomain are new friends i've made ! haha shermaine damn got STYLE lah and jomain's supersupersuper chio ! even gwen agrees ! : DDDDD but obviously you know we don't mean anything crooked.

guess we're th noisest in class : P bleahs too bad lah got tracy arnd how quiet can we be ? HEH JKJK (x yeah later took photos using sher's cam ! LOLS haha felt so weird lah taking pictures like nobody's watching. yep later w yitong gwen and some of us just chatted and chatted lah about low belts and socks and pinafores. LOL.

hmmm so school was kinda fun. laughed alot. but quite sian also. some people are really nice in 2p ! oh wells let's see what's more fun and exciting things could happen in our class. i didn't really get t know alot of them but yeah i think it's a good start hmmm ? (:

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aft sch wanted t go home w natalie and mel ! but was pulled, like really pulled by shirley t go 3T (?) for souvenirs making. there was only me shirley xinyi and isabella -.- yeah so i was th only sec one thr how out of place.

later tess and th sec threes came. woah we were decorating th clothes pegs and realsied there were so soso many cockroaches/ nymphs and eggs inside. YUCKS !! made a fuss out of it and end up still managed everything. ZZZZZZZ.

then later shirley and i left earlier. umm walked t yck mrt station ? HAHA ! i never knew it was possible (: can save 45cents leh ! th journey's not very long though. crapped alot on th way haha xD

school reopening was not as bad as i thought i guess (:

Welcome, 2007 my best friend.

hello 2007 ! you're finalllllyyy here. bye 2006, you've been great. but hopefully 2007 would be better.

actually i dont really have th mood t blog :/ but oh wells it's th new year ! so we need some new year resolutions ! : D

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS : DD

- be happier and more cheerful :D
- better
grades ! :D
- more money ! :DDD
- become a nicernicer person and
meet
nicernicer people (:
- kick th last-min preparation habit
:/
- become more hardworking haha !
- everyone i love t be happy
toooo
(:
- don't grow fat : P

hmmm spent my new year's eve at my maid's birthday party ! haha with joyce and aubrey and her friend dorcas. quite fun lah haha :D then we went with our mom for dinner at some faraway place.

so then aubrey and dorc went for coundown at Esplanade. hmmm me and joyce went back t my house for sleepover ! haha burnt midnight oil piaing homework D: bleahs chem was freaking hard kkkkk. bloody chem paper ! then aubrey and dorc returned at like 1plus. we thought they were kinda early lols. yeah then slept w th aircon (: (super cold though) had a nicenice dream haha ! but obviously i can't say it here. it's just super nice :D yeah then woke up in th morn and pia-ed homework agn. doing homework w joyce is so zzzzzzzz. both dorc and joyce went home.

okay you can tell it's a super long day but i wrote it anyhow. i couldn't care less already. my homework is still left hanging >:CCCCC sighs hate it lah. i wna watch my airplane show ! but heck i gotta do my homework.

ciaos.