Would you smother me?

Last cca w the reds today. the real last cca w them.

我不知道怎么用言语来表达我的性情。
应该这样说，失去了才懂得珍惜吧。

Anyway, cca was slack again ): guess it was partly cause the sec fours only managed to join us halfway through cca? and quite a pity cause not everyone of them went. and i think pumping is renamed as push-ups? ):

It was the very very very long time since i pumped, if you exclude JTC.

I couldn't go further than Barney's first line. i couldn't take it anymore.

I know, sometimes i'm just a pain in the neck. i'm just not very... nice. but indeed, ever since they took over, sj became exciting and challenging. it was like a rollercoaster, sometimes hurtful sometimes wonderful. sometimes sometimes sometimes. how much times have i been through already?

So yeah, though none of them will read this but still,
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs (:

I can't imagine what will happen on POP next friday. i'll probably just use up the whole toilet roll available in the nearest toilet.

I suddenly want campfire )))))))))))):

Father

Lol i couldn't think of any suitable title for this so i'm named it Father. cause he just came back from China yesterday. yeah and he'll be staying for a week so i think it won't really affect me much...

As i'm too lazy to blog out the details, i shall quote from Aubrey leeee the bibikins.

When Dad's back, there are a number of things BOMBIBI and I cant
do.

1. We can forget about saying common phrases, such as Oh My
God. The reason
is kinda ridiculous. He feels that the both of us are trying
to act bimbotic by
saying passing phrases that are commonly used in Chic
Movies. But NO, this is so
folklore!I guess he didnt know I want to be a
rich tai tai -.-

2. We can forget about our 12am curfew. Im so gald
Disco Dinner was last
night -.- I came home at 12am.

3. We cant
use the computer for long. He is a silent killer, he just
switched off the
main switch with a dissed expression on his face.

4. We can forget
about eating at coffee houses/restaurants. This reason is
kinda valid since
he wants to eat local food. He just ate duck rice and meepok
this
afternoon.

5. We can forget about using the phone for long hours.
BOMBIBI and I love
the phone. We used it for our own bitching session on
alternate days.

6. ' Walao' cannot be used. He will explain the
grave consequences of
speaking such crude language.

7. Dont
bother attempting to blast music on our ear-piece. He's got sharp
hearing.

8. Cannot wear mini skirts.

9. I think
he's probably going to drag us to bowling. YUCKS.

That's about
it.
The rules are so defined.
I cant defy.

There is a
tremendous change in Dad as well. He lost a total of 5kg.Clearly
showing
that food in China is...not as nourished.
He speak better Chinese language
and read more Chinese characters now. He
used to speak English at home and
he has a teenyweeny problem in writing my
Chinese name.

LOL. aubrey likes to exaggerate so nevermind about her (: hahahah.

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Anyway, today's ndp trng was very unusual. the umbrellas stank like shit man. MYGOD DAMN STINKY CAN. andand scariness of airplane crash :O
BUT THE MOST UNSUSUAL THING WAS THAT WE ACTUALLY PARADED FROM SUNTEC TO MARINA BAY AND EVERYONE STOPPED TO LOOK AT US AND TAKE PHOTOS! OMG HAHAHAHA.

oh and my family pangsehed me for shopping again >:C (or maybe i pangsehed them). Like for the 27402143218097th already! the reasons were either ndp trngs/nursing course/other sj stuff ended too late to meet them.

hmmm it's kind of a pity cause i think that will be the last time i'll go shopping w my father for these few months and i missed it :/ rah whatever. he bought aubrey and i a bag and since i weren't there my sis helped me choose one.

OKAAAAY. so i'm gonna bring that bag to school. fine..

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HOMEWORK CHIONGING TOMORROW AT 930!
CHIONGERS :DDDDD

Homework update

WAHAHAHA. I'VE DONE SOME HOMEWORK ALREADY. YAY YAY YAY :DD

chinese paper 1
chinese paper 2
hist
geog
chem
bio
maths
chinese compo
restaurant review

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OH i've got my contacts already. like finally hahah. this is the second day i'm wearing it and i feel quite uncomfortable.

you know, my eye is so sensitive that when there's something in it i'll boldly remove it with my bare fingers? hahah sounds gross but the feeling is damn shuang. and now i can obviously feel a piece of lens on my pupil but i can't do anything about it! >:C

GAAAAAAAAHH.

And this is where my heart is cold and torn

what am i doing here again when all the pathetic homework are waiting for me?

i pratically did only 4 qns of history paper the whole day.

....

this week is gonna be a killer. why am i so last minute?!

What will happen on the first day of school?

• Kristel will show how out of shape they are in gym class

• Aikching will jam you in the eye with a pen when you ask to borrow one

• Melody will challenge you to a hard boiled egg eating contest and make you throw up

• Tracy will come to school wearing only a potato sack and say 'don't ask.'

• Wenjing will cry about summer being over

'What" will happen on the first day of school?' at QuizGalaxy.com

HAHAHAH.
i think the results are very possible. except that aikching will walk off with that "HAHAHA" after jamming the pencil in my eye.

:D

hellorashes

JTC 2007

came so fast and ended so quickly.

Shakira! (probably the most bonded group :D)
Rachael Pung a.k.a RP a.k.a Rapunzel
Jesmine Tan a.k.a JT a.k.a Justin Timberlake
Brenda Leea.k.a BL a.k.a Bruce Lee
and our two on/off juniors Cabrini and Deborah
and also not to forget Isabella who didn't attend camp because of irritating scabbies.

everything just came past in a flash. and we realise the importance of every little thing that makes up SNSJ.

i miss the feeling of lying on the groundsheet, staring at the clock, anticipating something to happen. which never did. we only talked and talked about our uncertainities and disappointment. and the next thing we could do. cry. in silence.

the feeling of being misunderstood but at the same time not exactly so is very complicated and intolerable.
how contradictory.

i was never postive enough i guess ):

anyway, the games were really fun and interesting! :D too bad we only lost by 1 position.

at times i wished i could bang my head against the wall when i see deborah and her antics. patience patience. hahah.

i will still continue to love the darkblue squad for as long as i'm alive (:

Rashes disaster ):

[UPDATED]

Okay I'm supposed to be at Marina Bay for ndp trng w my squadmates and seniors. And what am I doing here?

.......


I skipped it cause I got really itchy rashes.


Great.


It all happens yesterday when we went out for my sis's post-celebration dinner. Of all places, she chose Newton Circle.

Mom ordered lots of food incl satay, drumsticks and oysters. I thought the oysters were alright until i had rashes on my neck. It was very mild so went shopping and bought some clothes then went home.

Yesterday night i couldn't sleep at all! I was busy scratching my rashes. IT WAS ALL ON MY BODY DDDDDDDDD:
f.


YUCK.
I never knew I was allergic to oysters! I thought i had only a mild allergy to prawns and crabs. But oysters?!
GAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH.


I OFFICIALLY AM ALLERGIC TO OYSTERS AND DECLARE WAR W THEM!
NEVER EVER EAT OYSTERS AGAIN >:'C















Anyway that's my sister and I ytd. Quite blur but if you look carefully you can see the redness on my neck.

I hope I can fully recover by tomorrow cause i still got happy toilet tomorrow ):


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Anyway! My sister will collect her present (from me)from the seller tomorrow! hahaha laziness :3

[edited]
Yesterday afternoon we finally completed our group flag! IT WAS DAMN DAMN NICE OKAY! :D the only disappointment was the Shakira word can't be seen clearly ):

But nevermind. It was great :D I shall ask jesmine to take a photo of it and send me!
[/edited]


Within Temptation's gooooooooood :D

Holidaysssssss!

I'm here to revive my blog!!!!!!!!!!!


Okay firstly, today is my aubreyleeee's birthday and yeah i made a picture for her!

















Happy birthday! see i'm so nice hahahah :DD
and hope you'll like the present that i will give you on er, wednesday.

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Omg i realised i haven't blog for a month! like 30 days (1 more day to 1month actually)! WOAH I'M SUCH A PRO! hahah sorry for the lack of posts cause i've been so lazy. i actually thought of what to write on the entries but i never posted them! laziness x3

SOOOOOOO, holidays have been NDP trngs/meetings/rehearsals/alittle towning.

but i spend most of the holidays at nee soon camp for ndp trng ): which is actually very tiring, sweaty. i had so many sprouting blisters! the sun was damn mean lah ): but luckily my blisters decided to be guai and not come out ((:

last sat was the first time we went for trng at Marina Bay, the actual place for NDP. OHMYGOD it was damnit cool okay! we were marching on floating platform on the sea! and we get to hold dumbcool red/white rectangular umbrellas and open when we hear the command. the umbrellas form 'SINGAPURA'! the lousaye umbrella so hard to open lah everyone was struggling lor. and mine overturned quite a few times

the full run we stood like, 45mins? i think haha. so boring lah i kept having weird thoughts in my mind to entertain myself. and the canon! F-ING LOUD PLEASE. I GET A SHOCK EVERYTIME IT STARTS D: (but quite cool haha!)

Okay i shall stop ranting on and on about NDP and bore the world.

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JTC 2007!
the groupings were released! (actually damn long ago but now then mention)
Theme: SUPERSTAR
(Stay United Parishilton Elvispresley Rain Shakira! Tyrabanks Anitamui Rickymartin)
FUNNY EH!

and obviously you can tell i'm in group SHAKIRA! :DDDDD
mylene qiaoyi kelly jesmine isabella me pung cabrini deborah!

actually quite sad still got hanxu and belinda but both of them couldnt make it ): the group's attendance damn pathetic i tell you, besides the loss of two members, jesmine had to leave for somewhere (batam?) on the second day before campfire & bella leaving after campfire & the juniors leaving somewhere inbetween.

._____________. so actually pung and i are the ones with the group all the time. GREAT ): luckily we're bunking w Rain so we won't be that lonely...

forget about that, OUR GROUP FLAG! hahah it's damn nice i tell you! (probably the best of all!) it's half done only but tomorrow we're meeting up to complete it. yay i hope it's really going to be wonderful! :D

haha i know i sound like an idiot but to get myself in the camp mood, i'm desperately listening to Shakira's songs! ah i love her voice (: (but my itunes is naughty and decides to play Britney Spears instead)

OH AND I PREPARED ALITTLE FOR CAMPSTUFFS ALR! :D


hahah okay squad item! going very well :D and i'm chao happy! got positive response from the yellow badge also :DDD
Y-A-Y!
gonna continue rehearsing though!

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OH YESYESYESYESYESYES!

MY MOM FINALLY ALLOW ME TO WEAR CONTACTS! :D hooray for not being blind anymore and lousaye spectacles! :DDDDDDD
she'll buy this week! yay i love my mom <3>Within Temptation (:

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