fwahahahs.
totally obsessed with metour garden agn !
third time alr lah !
cos of dabrey lah
fwahahahs
dabrey= yyc's dajie+ aubrey
LOLSSSS :D
aaaahhhhhh dao dao dao dao dao& lei lei lei lei :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
irresistable lah
FWAHAHAAH .!!!!
MAD LE LAHHHHHHHH !!!
okay wna post this lyrics
hahahaah said i mad alr what :D
th starting song :D :D

情非得已
难以忘记初次见 你 一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里 你的身影挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔 真的有点透不过气
你的天真 我想珍惜看到你伤心 我会失意(看到你受委屈 我会伤心)
只怕我自己会爱上你 不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你 爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你 也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己 爱上你是我情非得已
爱上你是我情非得已什么原因
我竟然又会遇见你我真的真的不愿意 就这样陷入爱的陷阱

&i dont think i have t teach you how t change encoding if you cant see whats tht lah
common sense okay
heh totally obsessed lah
but heard tht th second ver super kaobeh lan
cos of michelle saram
LOLS
watched a few of tht last time only
dno lah
FWAHAHAHAHS.

okay tmr got cca
8am lah
hahah and i'm still not asleep
--"

I THINK MY JUMPER LOOKS LIKE MY PINAFORE
FWAAHAHAHAAHAHHAHHAHAHAAH

TODAY I'M GNG T BLOG ABOUT MY TERRIBLEST DAY IN SCHOOL.

it all started well
i caught my usual 855& met up with carmen
was super worried for th maths test today
dint revise at all okay ...!
aft fd, went back t cls and had a shock
BESDIDES MATH TEST, THERE IS ALSO TH UNSW MATHS PPR.
like wthfuckkkkkkkk man i was really really DESERATE T KILL THT SUAGU MANS
STUPID HER.
NEVER TELL US TH DAY BEFORE AT ALL
STUPID TRAINEE, KAOZ
bobian took th test for like 1h15mins
got 5 open-ended type at th last part
only knw how t do one& it's th first --"
then th rest of th four qns ANYHOW FILL SIA
HECK LE
went t sleep for 10mins
wow 10mins seemed short, but IT WAS SO SO SO RELAXING& 100000000000000% SHUANGXZXZ
fwahahah.
yeah lah woke up rahh
then ltr, right aft this
SUAGU CAME IN AND IMMEDIATELY WANTED US T DO TH MATHS TEST
WTHELL MANS EVEN REST ALSO CANNNOT
FUCK
i told her that maybe give us some rest then kope a few mins frm panlao's period ?
I SWEAR SHE'S SUCH A BIG NOOB OKAY
NO GUTS T TAKE HER PERIOD MANS
LIKE HELLO TWO TESTSSSSS AT ONE SHOT
i was still sleepy aft th first one
finefine did th maths test for 45mins
!@#$%^&*(
gna fail it like badly
those 4 algebraic equations SO DARN HARDDDDDDD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and it's like th first page
purposely wanna make us lose our confidence
KAOZ
then at th bonus qns also no time t do
kaoz lah wanna die alr
stupid SUAGU !@#$%^&*()
NOOB.

ltr had chi lesson and panlao immediately check our jianbaos
luckily i got do :]
but it's like kiamcai lah
still, she had NO comments !
UNBELIEVABLE :D :D :D
but then ltr she asked those who never do th tb rev stand up
then got three rows of three never lah
incl me of cos --"
then she damn biased can !!!!!
cos huier that row never do then cos her row is ALL GUAI GUAI ONE THEN SOMEMORE SHE CHI REP
then say her row never pay attention
but say th trest of us keep toktoktok never do
WTHWTHWTHWTHWTH
BERNICE WAS RIGHT !
YOU'RE BLUNT BIAS !

and i was so wrong abt adrian wong
thought he quite okay& all
BUT NOT.
feel so disappointed lah
as in not only me
but i dwan t say anything else.

in conclusion
most teachers suck
maths sucks more.
so remember that

another obstacle
maths test tmr
geog's out
haiz
it's just.. hard
bet i won't do well for tmr either
rah wdv lah heck le

finally burnt th cd for th malay dance thingy
hahah so suck mans
and tmr gna do th clsrm deco comp with cathleen& kia lin
plus photoshoot by professionalist CATHLEEN WONG
hahah
so much t do, so little time

i realised i needed tht alot
hit me baby one more time :]

tday met up with nat, michelle and yanjun !
haha simply love them
darls ever :]
sweetestttt, esp my junny <3

rah now its like 12am alr
&i'm still studying for stupid geog
i swear i hate geog
i hate common tests
FUGGIN.!!!

wow, another saturday :]
simply love satudays

in th end, i still went for th combined pop
cos th ling kuan home has got an outbreak of tubercolosis
i was happy and unfortunately, gloating abt th sudden news
yeah i'd prepared myself so much for th combined one
of cos happy lah
though i still wna visit th old folks' home
but not yesterday

combined pop was fantastic
obviously SNSJ outshone
with our uniformed& loud bangs, loud timings and tht special- sj spirit :]
and not t forget about our enthusiasm :) :)
sec threes, we mei diu ni men de lian hor !!
fwahahhas.
and we all felt proud during th handover of duties of sj
then there were many cheers done during th buffet dinner
all thanks t the comm !
th dinner was great .!!
hahah nice food, my $7 not wasted liao !
but then agn, some of them quite greedy lah
hahaha 5 longans at one time !
( hint hint: not frm sj )
anyway, aft our dinner we went back t 2grace clsrm
and all of us, incl th sec twos and sec ones
played on th track
did th hanta cheer :), gazing stars while lying dwn and many sily stuffs
th night scenery was great and everything's so peace and calm except for our cheers and screams of excitement
obv you knw i cant see properly without my specs
then two persons standing near th 2grace clsrm was singing th hanta cheer aft we did
then we were like COPY !!! in a fun way t them lah
gosh they were lingyan and somebody else okay!!
i dint knw !!!
aaaaaaaaahh !
hahah but nvm lah they were like still happy
then we all ran ard happy holding hands in circle
then our mujis (sec fours) told us and th sectwos t open up our circle
&now our circle consist of secones, twos and fours !
whr'd th threes go, i dontknow
but it was really really a fun and enjoyable time running in a circle
though it broke many many times
fwahahas.
then th sec fours asked us all t sit near them and they started saying their 'last words' t us
it so was a silient moment then
i couldn't control it when ji an started hers
when she said ' i love your. '
its like i dint expect tht she wld say tht
i'd alws thought tht she dislike us and all
haiz.
your recruits weill alws rmb you..

i'd envied th bond betwn th secfours and th secthrees
but now then i realised there's a even more special bond betwn us and th secfours
they're our mujis, th ones who shaped us into what we're now
sorry for those timing-less, soft bangs, sore attitudes times
and our bad performance during activation, triage, and our sqd item
im glad tht your dint use th hard way t punish us sometimes
and most of th time, your dint punish at all
sighs
i have nothing more t say.

rahhhhhh stupid lah.
was super pissed with adrian wong tday
rahhhhhhhhhh !!
&one more teacher whom i dwan t reveal
grrr.

told him tht kris& i got permission frm pan lao& mrs lily tan t skip CIP
&change it t another time with 1F
then now walaoooooo .
adrian wong only allow us t reach sch at 6.30 lah
then can't go for cca but only pop lahh !!
like ROARRRRRRRRRR !!!!
freak, its th last time th greys are taking us for cca !!!
i seriously miss th greys.
the reds, are scary.
okay lah but then we feel quite bad lah
cos we made waner walk ard th staffrm t find ms nair
but thanks alot too!
haiz, in th end still cannot go
cos of one KPO tcher( not adrian wong)
rahhhh.

anyway i feel so guilty of losing benita's socks
really sorry abt tht !
i'll save up& return you a similar pair
):

everything made me so excited abt th combined pop
and this DUMB cip had t ruin it!
DUMB
AND HELLO I HAVENT HAD A GRP FOR TH STUPID PERFORMANCE THINGY
RAH AND WHAT SHD I PERFORM ANYWAY
FREAK.

&its so irrtaiting
NEXT WEEK GTO HELL LOT OF TESTSSSSSSSSS.
SO LAST MINUTE
GEOG
ENG
MATHS
DNT
MUSIC
manymany more .

okay great.
i dont knw how t play th keyboard
shd i choose bach or jingle bells?
th rhythm iof jingle bells is weirdddd and so out
while bach is like so fast tht my fingers can't catch up
i hate music
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

get well soon, mrs sushilla .

hmm quite long dint update alr.
or was it just a few days?
hahah dno lah dont care.

i can't believe tht POP 2006 was over alr
all those drills& sqd item tht we practised for i dno how many months
okay lah i think its like ard 2-3 mths ?
lol toot diao i also forgotten.. but it was long long and long
yeah, and almost everyday aft school we'll stay back t practice th drills
then sometimes recess time we'll stay t practice our items& discuss
quite alot of unhappiness during th period
but its all over&
our sqd bond and attitude improved quite alot
also the drills
all th time we've spent& those unhappiness are worthed it!
i think the drills were okay& genreally quite well done
haha i dno how t look lah but tth's what i feel
and th sec threes got their posts !
congratulations, reds ! finally your become our head alr !
and your will do a good job !
even th greys also said tht !
haha but things will definitely change aft tht..
those ties between them& their jnrs.. oh well.
anyway aft tht we did our item!
so jin zhang lah!
then our song sang halfway then BROKE
cos we dint knw whr t cont singing cos some parts were cancelled
like omgosh then cont singing loh
think tht the sec fours were kinda bored by our song
haiz anw its over le
thought tht the sec threes planned everything well
GOT CHAMPAGNE !!
hahah but of cos xiao de mei you fen
haha anyway, aft tht was pressies time
i gave th pressie t joann mam!
heh heh... shirlene and jeannie gave me some nice stuffs!
jeannie gave me a pink folder with silver marker printed butterfly and my name !
while shirlene cross-stiched a scent sachet with my name on it too!
yay tht's so nice of them
i also like the choc lollis frm shuyu and somebody else ?
heh heh everything's nice lah
okay so overall POPO 2006 was a memorable day !
haiz also th day when th sec fours passed out.

by th way, I LOST MY PIGGIE HANDPHONE POUCH !!!!
I LOS IT AT KHATIB MRT STATION ON ONCE BENCH
WHEN I WAS FIXING TH CLOCK OF MY HP
IT HAD A BIG CUTE PIG HEAD IN TH FRONT AND I OFTEN KISS ITS NOSE :x
IF YOU'VE SEEN IT PLS RETURN T ITS RIGHTFUL OWNER
I MISS HER )':
GOD BLESS YOU

anw, i watched re-cycle alr !
it was a okay movie lah
yupp but 9.50 was definitely NOT worthed it
rahhh.

yay!
i'm so gna get my tie& badge tmr
hahahaah

p.s: combined pop need drills& sqd items?

im very sick of you alr
very very sick

all th things you did t me
and behind my back
it was in th past
&i've alr forgotten all and alr gna let it go

but when ppl tells me stuffs tht i didnt knw in th past
&now
i feel like you're a fugging bitch

sometimes i just wna tell it t you at your face
tht you really suck.

since you're acting agn
im acting too !
well lets see (:

new sitting arrangement

today kinda changed th sitting arrangement.
but not confirmed yet bcos cos ppl absent lah
but its quite confirmed tht me, seeyi and wenj will be sitting tgt !
yay ! haha didnt expect tht !
wells, th monitors and i wanted t give some suggestions t th format of the seatings but the cls kinda refused t co-operate
and keep nononnooning
you knw i cant stand tht.
aahh its over anyway.

haha tday got sj vid filming.
stayed back and did another vid ith lynette yap.
now everyone's more co-operative.
hahah kudos t my grp !
i love you guys !
KRISSUFANGPUNGCLARISSAME !
okay aft tht went t macs with kris
wahaha my first time with her in macs !
aw she's so ncie t lend me 2bucks !
thanks i'll return you (:
then kinda hearttalked with her lah
hahah she's so nice !
then talked talked and her father fetched me home !
how sweet of them !
ahahah im so in love with krissy
t all the krissy fans out thr, you've made a right choice for idolising her !

received the cd frm ruthie !
all the photos on sushilla's depart ( as in leave th sch okay!) inside
like dunno how many 100s of them lah.
alot of crying and sadding scenes.
i was more of like laughing in all of them.
i couldn't cry anymore.
anyway.. i still dontlike school.
i've made so many wrong choices in th year
yeah.

haircut!

okay great.
what a caption!
yeah cut my hair!
but no diff actually..
except its lesser
yeah but of cos its neater.
hahaha.

well on fri there was early dismissal in school, 12pm
cos of some moexcel fest.
yupp then went t do wayang kulit proj at hazel's hse
on th way we chatted alotalot lah hahah
wahhh so nice lah
her father own a shop and we got free drinks and i got a free PAO !!!!
hahaahh im so happy!
okay then yeah went t her hse's MPL and did proj there
wowwww aircon and th rm t our selves!!!
hahaha insanity
but there was SURVILLENCE CAMERAS !! (spelling error)
grr no privacy one!
nvm, i did my zhu ba jie and we used the lamp as the screen
like OMGOSH my ba jie look so alike!!
hahaha kudos for me :D :D
then chatted alotalot there
play play play
then end up very late then return home
rahhhhhh.
my post is so disorganised lah
siannned.
i love my bubble tea <3

ooh tday is the natcomp!
but im there t support them.
feel kinda bad.. and sad lah.
but my heart is with them!
hahaha!
dno whether issit natalie the only one frm the darkblue is gng or what.
hahaha lol.
anyway, we'll support you!
do snsj proud!
yay!

okay i can smell my chicken rice alr.
wheeeee.

p.s; will be uploading pics frm batam trip in my frenster! check it out!

handphone revived miraclulously !

i dont care whether i spelt miraclulously wrongly.
but the fact is tht .
MY OLD NEW PHONE IS WORKING AGN AFT DNO HOW MANY MONTHS !
yes my samsung SGH Zsthsthsthsth (forgotten)
wheeeeeee bright colours, camera, 3g, YEAHHH !!
its back agn !
OLE OLE OLE !!!
okay great!
but one thing is tht my contacts are all messed up and LOST
like wtshitttttt.
ughhhh i hate doing contacts.
RAHH.

anyway..
these days kinda slack but bored
still I HATE FREAKING SCHOOL
FREAKING FREAKING SCHOOL AND LESSONS AND TESTS AND HOMEWORK
t hell with them!
ughhhhh i want ponzzzzzzzzz
but i only secone cannot so pai
wait for next yr, or sec3
then i PAIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !!!
hahah no lah
siao Os coming by then pai what pai
they say sec one life's the best
i dont agree okay !!
so suck!!

btw, tday our new form tcher MR ADRIAN WONG
played this Q& A game with us
we were supposed t write qns t knw more abt him and he's supposed t answer lah.
i wrote some stupid qns lah rah.
hahaha never did i knw that our cls had such HUMOUR !!
qns like : " Why did you wear such shoes ? " & " Why can't you wear a more presenable pair of shoes ?"
you must be thinking tht he's wearing sandals of sth
nahh he's just wearing so slack shoes lah
hahaha but i didnt realise until today !
like wow our cls very observant hor ?!
oh yeah and soem qns abt what brand he use for his cologne and why his nose so pointy.
hahahaah so make me wna laugh lah
wonder why no one asked abt why he's face so shiny one :x
hahahaha okay i shutup hurr.
lalala sianned yay tmr got fds !
life without fds are boring boring boring !!
wheee good luck for fds and upcoming ones !
and fa too :D
hope i did pass my bfa
hopefully hopefully .

ohyeah got soem stupid chi compo test tmr
stupid lah can
always forget t bring dict one lah
rahhh.
i need constant reminders lah!!
and yeah i guess my beret needs intensive seasonning for the upcoming pop.
rahhh i dwan a pop
ahh i feel so lonely
ugh i hate school
freakfreakfreakkking idioticc
bahhhhhhhhh screw school
screw life !!!

you think i want like tht one ar ?!

rah

okay.
whats wrong with this skin.
dont rly care.
whatever.

ytd was last cca with the greys
yea last one.
in the morning
kris and i went t school early like 6.20 (okay not tht early) for stjohns observance ceremony.
saw shuhying and someone else upstairs when we were at the clsrm
didnt knw it was opened until they told us --"
so much for stupidity (okay mine not yours kris)
then went in.. didnt knw if shd change into full u
slacked for quite a few mins
then sufang came in and we changed tgt
the boots lah then the uniform meh
then shirley came in and was a bit siao cos sufang's shoelaces was tied wrongly.
okay then was quite surprised cos shirley dint wna change into full u yet
i take like dno how long t wear properly lah, esp the belt !!!
yeah then changed into full u in the toilet with some sqdmates& sectwos
like walao my belt got problem agn
and my beret
rahh!!
aft changing, realised that left only a few mins t chiong t green patch
yeah then fell in (?)
belt got problem AGN !!
rahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
then like omg forgotten how t homat properly aft the trng ytd
OMGOMG!!!
but weiling taught me t homat like chopping --"
okay but quite a good one (:
then did everything and fell in in front of the specs stand
was kinda nervous of chu chouing in front of everyone
yeah then walao so unfair de!!
was commanded by np commander
why cant we command ourselves?!?!
grrr. thts okay
BUT.
the accent of the command was so weird tht i stoned for 1.5 sec then i did serdia(?).
argh!!!
okay think my homat was still weird.
think the snrs can see :/
yeah then did more fd and ended with a 'K' command
dno how t say and spell it out
i didnt do wrongly!!!
ole ole ole !!
hahaaha
then went up t specs stand t sit dwn (ole ole ole!!)
while they talk abt mrs sushilla's leaving
ahhhhhhhhhh.
agn agn agn.
ive alr cried enough abt this
i cant cry anymore
though this time many of my clsmates cried
shdnt cry in my smart uniform right?!?!
(giving excuses for myself..)
okay yeah then alot of speeches made.
aft assembly changed out of uniform and went back t class
sushi came in and yea those speech agn which made most of us tear agn
then tingting was crying like maaaaaaaaaaad then rshed t hug sushi.
which made more ppl cry
sighss.
so sick of crying alr..and i didnt cry, surprisingly.
only sobbed.
lol...then we gave our presents t sushi and sushi hugged me!!
then we celebrated bdae for sushi!!!
with a wondeful yummilicious cho cake with FERRERO ROCHER BISCUIT!!!!!!
omgomg i love it!!
but i only ate one bite of it when i wanted t let belinda have a bite when it all fell on the grd!!
argh clumsy me!!
nvmnvm.
stayed back during recess t clean up the clsrm with te help of chuan and some other ppl
then 1pm dint go for assembly cos was involved in open hse thingy
;tr did some last minute revision with sufang and kris for bfa
sufang was like super super nervous and started making alot of noises and grievances.
okay i was busy memorising the cpr steps so i didnt rly bother abt her. heh :p
yeah then rushed t change into full u agn
my beret ar!!!!
then fell in (?) and then did the pop drills
omgomg it was so so scary!!
xun ma'am was there and the sec fours ma'ams scolded our pc waner whenever we made a mistake
she kena pumps and those who looked at her also must pump
of cos i must admit, i looked at xun ma'am RIGHT IN HER EYE.
yea so pumped
but then lydia and somebody else didnt say loud enough then kena special trng frm xun ma'am
omgomg they were like screaming!!!
and she cried aft tht
scary..
okay then we made quite a number of mistakes during pop
and yea i fully memorised ALL the steps!!
ole ole ole!!
heh. i want t be the middle person lah.
I WANT T BE THE MIDDLE PERSON !!!!!!!!
okay then ltr asked t changed out of full u and change into pt skit.
we were supp t change in the toilet but we dint knw
so some of them changed like at the specs stand
until oic told us t change in the toilet
like omgomgomg sgot some ppl change at the specs stand!!
open space siaaaaaaaaa.
omgomg. luckily i only undid the last button before i knw that
okay then squeezed into the toilet
alot of ppl inside changing lah.
then rushed t 3L for BFA!!
omgomg. almost died on the way
the test was okay.. at least i gt studied more thorough this time.
so overall i think its still a bit diff ..
but not sure whether i can pass
LET ME PASS AR!!!!
yeah then ltr blahblahblah finished cca
aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh sec fours!!!
the sec threes were like crying non-stop
well.. aft tht the sec fours did one whole cycle of thngs we do during cca
yupp.. kinda sad..
but we'll see them!!
passing out.. maybe its a gd thing aftall..
becos they need time t fully concentrate in their studies.. for Os!
sighs..we'll miss them!!!!
okay sry igtg now.. will cont next time
no matter what.. we must stay strong
gd luck for your Os ma'ams!!