Back to the good old days,

hahha well these days have been going to northpoint, primary school hangout! i dont know why i kept going there either but ohwells xD lol taking neoprints again. and saw many familiar faces! took neos w aikching mel and kris ytd omg hahahaha.

oh renice you owe me 4bucks ar. ahahah.

hmmmm we chose our sps! aka angel-mortal. rahhhh was forced to exchange my 'mortal' w um, someone else so kind of i wont be writing to her. hurr my supposedly SP asked me to write her a letter first. damn weird okay now i know my sp beforehand! hahah ohwells.

i owe $1.30. must remember to pay. hahahah.

P.S I'll be getting a phone soon! so dont delete my number from your contact list okayyeee.

Happy Pigging!

happy zhu nian! hmmm cny this year was, okay i guess. quite sian and visited less houses this year too so less angbao money ): which is supposed to be a sad thing. boo.

watched just follow law w my parents and sis yesterday. was freezing in th theatre! it was quite hilarious haha. my father bought a cam yesterday but he brought it to china when he returned today. zz, rrrrr.oh went shopping w mom aft fetching him to th airport! yay bought clothes whoohooooo xD but im damn tired now haha.

okay i think my blog is boring and getting boringer, and according to maureen. so i shall post a picture or two taken during cny! hahaha.

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th happiest photo i've got. apparently it isnt very happy huh hah.

okay i dont want to go school tmr. i havent done a single shitttttt and im sleepyyyy. sighhh byebye red nails ): i shall paint you during th next holidays. march?

this reminds me of zcomp on march 11, which reminds me of someone and something to be worried about. it's coming..

Very good.

UGHHHH.

I LOST MY PHONE. PLEASE DO NOT CALL/SMS ! CONTACT ME AT 67588862 INSTEAD .____. RAHHHHHHHHHH !!!

sighhhhhhhh i lost my phone le. i dont think i'll get any phone anymore. i want to die!! what a wonderful way to start my perfect cny. very very very good.

sighhhhhhh.

well btw, vday was great! happy belated vday ♥ haha th song dedications in sch were quite nice! esp MCR haahha. bought marshmellows in a gigantic milk bottle! haha mine's th pink one while aikching's th blue one. ohh yay loved th presents! (p.s it filled my whole bottle hahahaha) oops i shouldnt be showing off haha.

assesment was !#$%^&*@ . wore full-u and i hereby announce that i wanna buy new socks and if possible new skirt. rrrr wthwth lost my phone on that day too. my old phone was lost during sj activity too. dont tell me my phones hate sj? LOL.

hmmm tmr's cny already. hopefully it'll be a happy one. may i get a new phone.

The answer lies in you [:

RRRRRRRRR.

today bought chocolates! yayy vday's nearing! (: yummyyyyy.

today's quite amusing, but we all know it's not over still. haha if aikching and melody talks crap again i shall box them until they bleed to death. zz i sound sadistic lol. i love long talkssss xD

and melody's chinese is CHAO good okay. -chong baiiiiiiii

okay old song, but its super nice okay!

Do you remember- Aaron Carter!

Ohhhohhhh Yeah Ooooh Oohohh
Remember we'd be up all night
Talking 'til the morning light, yeah
Like the way it used to be
Those simple days just you and me, mmmm
I think baby I know what's on your mind
Cuz you look like you've got something to say
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe it just ain't my way

You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you

Remember we used to laugh and say no one else could get in our way
And there were times when you would cry
And came knocking on my door
And I was there to shelter your pain
I think baby you should get that off your mind
Make it seem like a brighter day
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe I can make it my way


even if it makes me sad, i'm still praying, hard.

There's nothing wrong
With just little, little fun.

went for th homenursing course! it was quite okay lah haha. except that we were almost latre so we changed into our slacks beside a road can. its so so embarassing oops :X

after that went out w mummy and papa! omgomg i saw merisa and shirlene! haha they waved and i was like, super shocked. i think my sj tee had attracted their attention lah haha xD bought more clothes !!!
then had reunion dinner w relatives. super sian. i hate my cousin. zzzz k2 alr still so attention seeking, tsktskk. and my sec one cousin is so ah long-ish. ughhhhh. nice food though lols.

whoo thanks for th concern people (: i do appreciate it. maybe i sound too emo yeah :/ rawrrrrr.

All the thoughts lead back by itself
Thats when everything may come to an end.

sighhhhhh. it all happened at th wrong time. when it's already quite clear of ourselves, it just struck ike that. so we're here just for show, acting like animals slogged all th shit out, then lose it all because it was not hoped for anyway.

but still it's hard to give it up all. we can do our best and prove them wrong, can't we?

ytd night could be described as, depressing? can't put it off our minds. though still.. thanks for being there all th time, we've been through so many turmoils and on-going still, but thanks so much (:

haha my father came just back from china ytd. he's still th same though. and he's going basck there after cny anyway. rrrrrrr.

we should have known all along, we're th disfavoured ones.

Perfectly torn in the inside.

okay lit yesterday was hilarious. more than half th class didnt read Smoke from S.O.A book and nath forced them to go outside th class to read. omg i can't believe i'm th guai one sitting at my seat can! so unbelivable haha : P and house meeting! went super siao and voted for sandra as blue hse lvl co. and she got it! hooray : DD

oops ms gwee was chao unreasonable today. actually, she everyday also very unreasonable one. firstly, she was against th idea of appealing to get a whiteboard for our classroom because ours was not functioning well and gave some crap excuse like what, cannot spent th school's funds like anyhow. but obviously we ignored her and appealed for one. AND WE GOT IT! OMGOMGOMG YESYES xDD it so rocked okay. a new whiteboard, can compare w J and L classes le ahahah. and then, when we got it she said something like th school LOVES us so much then they dont mind spending money on us .____. how contradictory. since she was against th idea then dont use th whiteboard lah.

secondly, today th cny deco dropped from th ceiling lah so she was complaining about how we should put it somewhere else but obviously (again), her idea sucks. so we were protesting against her rubbish reasons blahblah that she got mad. she scolded kristel for her attitude. but seriously kristel's attitude towards tchers ar, tsktskk. but hello gwee is th unreasonbale and idiotic one here. i mean, idoitic hhaa.

whee some of us were sort of crazy over Absolute Boyfriend manga! haha its kind of nice! didnt know our class had anime/manga lovers! yay i found manga borrowers alrd : P

by th way, im devastated that i was labelled lame. i dontknow what came over me )': rahhhs im not im not im not im not im notttt LAME. seee my group members influence me :/ not entirely my fault : P

It keeps pulling me in,
And sadly I don't have a choice.


wells wells. january hasn't been a good month afterall. i flunked all my tests and didn't hand my homework on time. and seriously, i dont even bother to do them please. my file's in sucha mess. I CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO SORT IT RAHHHHH. what a great start hurrrr.

but i shall change. everything will change soon. rahhh hopefully :/ it has been a very busy month, especially w trngs almost everyday.and i predict th upcoming 2 months will be even busier. how sad :/ i can't stand th life im living already. i should buck up yeah?

luckily CNY is coming! whooohooo!, holidays/ angbaos/ new clothes !!! -shrieks wahahaha. i bought most of my newyear clothes alrd! yay im so excited i wanna wear them hahaha. :DD I NEED A BREAK DESPERATELYYYYY.

hmmm i'll look forward to th day when we're out at th movies, w she wearing a skirt. HAHAHA.

CCA Orientation 2007!

heh heh generally it was quite okay. but i was a little sian. only that i saw someone damn qian bian. and i was in group 2! xDD

was th gamemaster for th first station. w jiayan! hahaha th game we were assigned to was quite boring. erm, maybe not quite :/ i see th other games so fun! rahhhhhhh nvm at least got someone to pei me (:

hmmm aft th games went to join my group for th outdoor one! haha it was quite fun lah. but end up i didn't really eat th food. went macs aft cca! actually there were some squadmates w us but they left early. so i stayed w melody aikching tomoe and nini. aikching was having a bad flu ):

omg you know what, we stayed there for 4 hours chatting can. why didn't our butts rot anyway. hahaha i was really super retarded today. kept doing stupid and irritating things : P hurr took CT8 while 268 was right behind to AMK Hub suggested by Tomoeh Zeh Great. we didn't know CT8 was much more expensive until we went home lah can. one dollar bus ride T.T

hanged arnd AMK Hub. quite sian and very hungry somemore! then a miracle happened. it's quite inconvenient to say it here but thankyou : DD

Though it might have really struck me,
I guess my heart still needs your encouragement and support.